Finally ...

Finally Finished e christmas celebration, hab been out wit frenzs for 3 full days.. everyday i will be home nearly 12am frm morning.. my god!! so damn tired. Best part is.. when i finally give myself a break, I m starting to fall sick le.. having sore throat and flu now, + my body are breaking ... i gona rot at home for e whole week til 31st man.

One more week to go man, before school reopen.. Time to Work hard again. I can feel e stress now man, tink i must work double hard for this coming year le, coz din reali did well for e past papers.. Must endure no matter wat, give e best shot for this final year...

Its Christmas Eve !!

To start off with e christmas eve celebration, Went to watch Avatar with Jie @ Cineleisure ... Thank god! We booked e tickets online, otherwise we hab to join e long marathon Q.. Wow.. e movie is so HOT man, is fully booked for alomost all e sessions. We din watch e 3D version coz its a bit ex + there's no good seats left.

E show is super nice and touching loz, reali worth watching.. but e duration a bit too long liao, i got to hold my bladder til e movie end.. in order not to miss out any parts.. hahaz! i know kind of silly. :P

Aftertat went to get a present for a frenz wic i am supposed to mit at night, aftertat i went to esther's house for a christmas party. I was practically waiting for an sms or phone call frm tat frenz since afternoon til evening. but no reply or response. So i tot things was not cfm. who knows after sending a few sms, and

My last msg was : "Did you rec my msg, sori i couldnt mit becoz i am going to a frenz party."

E reply frm tat person : "Yap!! do you know tat i was planning juz now. Do you hab any idea?"

After seeing e sms, I was puzzled. In e first place, Did he cfm wit me e time to mit and exact venue to mit? Did he tell me his plan? and Y he make it sound tat its my fault tat i cant turn up??

I dont like guessing game lol, and i am not e "worm" in ur stomach, dont expect me to know what u are thinking? or what you are angry/unhappy with? Pls tell me at least i know...

My highlight and purpose of going to e party ... hahaz! Yum yum!!
Oh!! I get to eat log cake... yeah!!
can you believe is done by esther? hahaz! by e way ... its nice wor ..

Wow.. these gifts are reali from my santa claus loz, i am so susprise and happy when i openede present, its e things tat i wanted but 不舍得 buy de ... She get for me loz, poor she.. got to go all e way to marina sq after her long hour night shift to get it for me.. reali touched loz. Its her tot tat touches me, not e gift... Thank Q Jie.

Not forgetting Esther ... thanks for getting this christmas gift for me, like i always say, "its not how big e present tat values, its e tot tat reali counts." Sorrie for being a bad frenz, i din get anything for u, but hope u like e cake i bought for U and ur family... Thanks Muchi!!

Merri Merri Christmas to All... (",)v PEACE

Evenful Day ..

Wake up as earli as 0550am for a jog, sounds crazy? haha! ya.. becoz i got no other time to go jogging other than this timing.. yesterday i had a super long day man, I had to go back to school for e vietnam trip that we will be going.. afterwhich we went to look for peiling coz we haben seen her for a long time le.. then head over to simei for lunch.. tot of taking a short break after i reaxh hm abt 3pm.
But kor ask me to acc him to get something, so went wit him. then quickily went home to change my clothes becoz i hab a gathering with steve and co.. haha! wow, we went to e new shopping centre @ 313.. e setting is almost e same as ION loz.. so confusing.. dont reali like that shopping centre wor.. maybe because its so new, even e directory can give wrong info.. my god! but we found a nice place to hab our dinner .. not bad afterall.. we went to see orchard lighting and had a dessert before we part..

Pre- Christmas Feast ...

Wah ... Today reali feast day loz, (I suddenly strike 4D izzit?) haha! Went to hab lunch @ Jack's place, Reali Full course loz (Soup + Appetitizer + Main Course + Dessert) Total Cost is like $60++. Then Dinner We juz ordered some snacks + 2 cups of Coffee @ TCC, Cost us $40++, Piang! So ex loz, and our Coffee oni cost $4+ per cup lei,e Snacks so ex.. but two things good is e service is good + e environment is quiet and nice, good place to relax and chat there..

Wah! a bit heartache loz, think tats e last feast of e year... Ahahaha! Gota save money le.. Coz got mani plans next year coming up ...

Went to shop for Christmas presents loz.. e shopping places are all so packed wit ppl loz, so crowded man, hate to squeeze my way through, end up din reali get muchi things LOL.. haiz! but come home with backaches + tiredness, now i am stuck on my chair.. dont feel like moving loz. Can i hab a massage pls?!

Lets Count Down ...

Woow!! Christmas is coming in 7 more days .. Woo huuu!!! Suddenly i am so excited abt Christmas day.. Reali in e mood of celebration le, but guess wat .. i haben got a time to go shopping for christmas present.. Oh No!! I must squeeze some time out.. Not as if i am very busy, haha! I also dunno where has my time gone to.. Starting frm tmr,going to pay respect to ah ma, Sun.. going to visit Ms Julie and her princess, Mon..Majiong session, Tue .. back to school, Wed.. Dinner wit Mei n Aiai.. Eve .. Celebrating wit Jie, Christmas day .. attending a housewarming, Sat.. celebration @ Po's house.. My god!!! All packed.. Most pro, I got to find time in bet ba ... Looking forward to my christmas present ... hahaz! :D Actually, It reali doesnt matter I get any present a not, what matters is who i celebrate wit.. I bet i will hab a good time wit all e good frenzs..

Upload a few christmas songs.. Enjoy!

I'm Back ...

Time flies when u are enjoying, and my 4 days holidayss has juz come to an end ... Orrrr!! I reali had a good time there, enjoying e weather and thinking of nothing.. Its reali rewarding after 5 weeks of "suffering"..haha! Din reali bought a lot of things there becoz price is almost e same as singapore and e things there doesnt catch my eyes.. so only there to EAT, PLAY and SLEEP.. thats my best and fav leisure, Mahahaha!

Saturday (12/12/09)

FINALLY!!! Beginning of my holidays journey le... Yesterday was e most busiest n tiring day man, Done my Last morning shift and followed by went back to e school for interview for our trip and last but not least .. Went for my Final Driving Theory Test, was still hesitating whether to go anot for e test, but still drag myself there.. N I passed! Partial Credit goes to Esther also.. Thanks!

By e time i reach home is about 9+pm.. Wow, I felt as though i hab worked 2 shift loz.. My energy was all drained til now. Hab been slacking and doing nothing since i wake up. Haben pack my bag for tmr's trip.. Ai Yoh!! No mood lei.. maybe this evening then start packing ba. Going to stay over @ Jie's house tonight.. Probably will be excited by then.. haha!

Okay!! Going for lunchi now.. Wuu.. Think this holidays i am gona juz eat,sleep, play ... hahaz! :P

Reflection ....

Woo... as we often say, time flies. 9 weeks has pass juz like tat.. Our attachment is gona end tomorrow, well.. kinda sad though i keep saying i cant wait to finish this attachment, because its reali tiring ... but I really learn a lot frm this attachment and I reali feel tat i hab grow and improve a lot.. At times i reali feel tat I am aldy part of them loz.. hahaz!

Ok! Hopefully, This 3 weeks will hab a good break to recharge before we chiong again ...

We hab work hard, Now its e time to play hard...Yo Ppl, HAPPY HOLIDAYssss!!! :)

Wednesday (09/12/09)

Yeah!!! Mid week loo... 2 more shift to go, Piangz a!! hopefully i still can survive til then.. hahaz! Been very tired for e past 2 days, got to do make up for 2 hrs, to replace for my interview on friday ... finally complete le, so friday will be going off @ 1pm.. Huhu!!

My Genting & KL finally coming le, Its this Sunday ... Cant wait for it to come man, but hope e trip will end slowly ...hahaz! :P

Today damn busy loz, and during e dinner break.. i was left "alone" working like mad, but ok la, I like busy so that time pass faster.. I know i siao de.. who would like more work right?! I always tell my frenzs, I am born to work like a cow ma.. hahaz!

ok! shall signoff here, off to dream now ... (-.-)Zzzz

Eventful Weekend ...

We volunteer ourselves to be e first aider for e stand chart run on Sunday.. So on Saturday nite abt 10+pm, I was off to mit esther for a movie "New Moon" 1st... before we report to HQ @ 3am.. E movie is @ 1150pm and ended @ 2:15am, after which we tot its still early,so we juz walk around Orchard road..

I was so scared tat i couldnt tahan loz, coz i can be easily stoned de.. I break my own record loz, din sleep for abt 18hours, e whole thing ended @ 3+pm, we had our lunch cum dinner ba at 4+pm.. By e time i reach home is abt 5+pm, wah say! by then reali Buay Tong liao, after shower I juz fainted on my bed which is like 5:45pm til this morning 10am... can u imagine i was so tired til i din hear a single noise frm my family ... (usually i am a light sleeper who wake up easily by noise) hahaz!

Tmr got to wake up earli.. Oh god!!! m so slpy now, off to bed now...

Its Friday ...

By right ... I should be full of energy today, becoz last day of work for e week. But Y am i feeling so restless, tired and moodless ... My whole body is aching man. Is it becoz i work til so tired for e past few days, God .. Pls give me energy, and hope tat today will pass very fast..

Guess wat, I got to make up for 1 hr becoz i got something on on friday, so will be going off earli. Oh man! I feel so sianz loz to make up.. tat 1 hr is so dragging ... but its ok. Hopefully everything will go smoothly next friday.. cant wait for tat day to come man.. BEST PART .. 7 more days to endure ... Jia you everybody!!!

It is upexpectedly ...

Today the result for CP (Clinical Attachment) 1.2 is out ...
Teacher : Aana, So how did you find urself doing in this ward?
Aana: Ok, So far so good, Touch wood.. Everything goes smoothly.
Teacher : Ok, So How do you think U do for the whole CP?
Aana: I tink i did much beta than 1.1
Teacher : Ok, tats good ..
Teacher : So .. What grade do you think you deserve?
Aana: of coz, I hope to get an A ...
Teacher : Why do you think you deserve an A? tell me ...
Aana : I tink i am a good nurse (hahaz!), I am Caring and Attentive to patient's needs ..
Teacher : But all e students here are caring ma... tell me more
Aana : I TLC patient, prompt in my service ..
Teacher : Ok! What if I give u a B ...
Aana: .... (slience for awhile) I will be very sad,but will accept .. If your expectation is so high, I have to work harder to improve on my weak point..


Met Nursing Educator,Farzeeda today.. Its so nice to see her, we had a short conversation.. Though she has a high rank but she got no "air" loz.. She sat close to me, asking how is everything? and best part is she make an effort to rem my name, she has so mani students loz.. which make me feel so warm, she is so friendly.. I shared abt my first experience to do last office for patient, told her how frighten i am.. she show concern and encourage me by saying " Every difficulty are like thorns, we may feel e pain for tat moment but through this bits and pieces they make us grow to be a stronger person.." she reali touched my heart by saying this loz..

Can I Bring Her Home?

Had a great meet up with Evon wit her hubby n Sweetie pie on Saturday Evening.. We had dinner together and after which e 4 of us (evon,Min,Cynndee,myself) went to Starbuck @ Northpoint to catch up wit each other .. Time flies, We chat for abt 3 hours.. Lucky Min Send each of us home .. Thank Q Min!

Juz on friday, Esther was sharing with me, Life is reali amazing and somehow or rather fate bring us know each other.. If not for Esther, I wouldnt hab come to know Yvonne, Anna,Maggie,Alverene,Derrick,Stanley,Ivy,Ronald,Lyn,Lisa... E nicest pple in e world..

If not for Cynndee's Jie, I would hab come to know Evon, Mindy, Esmond... See how God makes e world goes round... Reali thank god for all these people, So happy to hab U all.. :D

Little Christmas Gift frm Evon ...

Can i kidnap U home? hahahaz! :P

Long Weekend 28/11/09

Wow... 3 days of holiday.. I like !! Yesterday went to Yvonne's house for Feast, Oh Yes! Another table Full of Good Food, Went early wit esther to Yvonne house to help out but din do muchi also, Oops! Ai ya, Got to leave early, din get to try esther's honeydew sago.. Kind of looking forward to eat.. Nvm, hopefully got another chance to eat it (*Hinting* haha). After Yvonne's house, i head over to Bugis to mit Ling,(Acutali is suppose to be today but i got to make some changes becoz of a little princess)..

This is only one of e table ... there is total of 3 steamboat pot Oo (Wah..Wah..Wah) imagine how mani ppl are there? haha!

So cute Rite? One of e Steamboat ingredient ..

Love this Cutie ...

Rise and Shine ... Went jogging with Jie this morning @ 7+am, Now super tired and my batt is totally flat le loz.. haben been jogging for a long time le, and wit all e body fats i hab, I only manage to run 4.8km..suppose to aim for 5km de, but din make it, haiz... (Need more training man..) Cant wait for Evening to Come, Coz going to mit Evon and her princess, they juz came back frm Aust haben seen her for a long time..and It has been ages, since i go Northpoint, they say change alot le.. Woo, Looking forward man..
Oh.. I beta take a nap first, otherwise later stoned again, hahaz!(-.-)

Weekends

Went Mind Cafe with a group of frenzs on Saturday night, I hab been there once before.. Its a place for a group of frenzs to mit up and catcha..where there is a lot of bored games to play.. they hab this package whereby U got to order a set meal which includes a main course, a free flow drink, a soup of e day, and dessert if i am not wrong + 2 hrs of game ...

But one thing bad i find is, Its not a good place to chit chat, Coz e place is damn noise and i hab to use my max voice to talk,n end up having sore throat aftertat, Serious.. No joke...

Dinner for Today ... Yumyum.. Best food in e world is Home Cooked Food ...

ITs These ......

Cooked by Me ... (Stir Fry Tofu wit Egg)

Ok, I know it doesnt look nice, but it taste not bad okie... haha!

Oh.. I Stir fry e veg too, Recently very into cooking, Will learn more frm my chef @ home...

What Is Love?

It is one of the most difficult questions ...

There is no right or no wrong answer to it ..
Except tat we all know Love is Blind ...

("v")Maybe love is like luck, You have to go all the way to find it.

("v")Love should be experienced and not just felt.

("v")Some say it is false and meaningless, it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships.

("v")Love also includes compatibility.

("v")The key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect.

("v")It takes 3 seconds to say "I love you", but a lifetime to prove it.

("v")Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength While loving someone deeply gives you courage ...

-What is Love Means To U??-

Whats wrong wit me?

I dont knw how to make it through ... Aana Hor.. Pls Press On!!! If U think U can, U CAN ... (izzit true?)

Wind ar.. if u can pls Blow away all e unhappiness ... :(

What a day to start with ...

Today is my morning shift, as usual i will leave my house @ 6am.. and you guys know tat earli morning is usually very quiet til u can hear e fly pass by... (ok i know i very "Kua zhang") but its true loz.. I was with my ma.. things happen when we were in e lift.. We press level 1 to get down, but after a few seconds e lift sudeenly open, we tot there might be someone coming into e lift... but there was nobody ... my ma tot maybe e lift is not close properly, so she use her hands to close tight e door.. but same thing happen again.. I got scared, I shouted.. funny part, my ma jump up.. Oops! I tink is not e lift that scare her, is my sudden loud voice ... Ahahaha! (come to tink of it.. so funny loz) but it was reali very creepy n Eerrie loz..

My god! this is worst than watching horror movie loz..in e end My ma suggest that we take a stairs down instead, I tink tat would be a better idea too... after we get out of e lift. E door starts to open and close non-stop... Oh My.. Thank God! it din happen in e middle of e night, and lucky thing my ma was with me.. (".)

Oh..Wat a Monday Green I hab instead of Monday Bluez today ... (ok.. Lame)

Sunday ....

Wake up early today, so thought of going for a morning walk,so went to buy breakfast for my family.. Very rare tat sunday i will be at home.. when i wake up, first question tat
my pa ask me : U going out later ar?
My Reply : No Ar ...
Pa say : tot U going out, Coz U wake up so early
My Reply : No lah, i going to buy breakfast ..
then My ma wake up, ask me e same question : Y u wake up so early? U going out ar?
My reply : No ar.. I sleep early, so i wake up early loz ...
After they ask me, this question..I feel so bad n guilty loz,then only i realised tat i didnt reali spend a lot of time with them loz, sometimes i reali feel tat i treat my house like a hotel ... i am always outside, when i am back home is about time i sleep le..

It remind me of something, when our love ones are around.. We tend to be so busy with our own things til we seems to be nelgecting them. At times we even take them for granted ... sometimes they will do things to get our attention, for my ma, she will be naggy (which i dont like) but in my heart, i know she is trying her best to communicate with me, sometimes i reali feel she very poor thing, We will be going for work early in e morning left her alone at home.. Who can she talk to? only when we come home in e evening or at night, this is e time she can talk to us.. But i always find her irritating for asking silly question ( I know i am bad .. ) but i cant ctrl myself lay, Coz everytime when i am back home, i am so tired til i dont feel like talking..

It remind me about Ah ma ... when she is around, i dont visit her often.. whenever my mama ask me go visit ah ma, i will say : I got this, i got that .. E only time that i reali spend time with her is when she is ill and admitted to hospital .. I keep asking myself : Y? Y didnt i spend more time with her, what more can an elderly ask for? I reali regretted for not spending more time with her ... I reali miss her alot, and now everytime when i am working in e hospital, taking care of e elderly.. it remind me of her.. (T.T)

Treasure those who are still around, and those who are not.. they can only be kept in our memory. Time is always not enuff, It all depend on ourselves how we want to spend our time, Dont say "WAIT" or "If i hab the time" .. If you wana do something, do it NOW. Dont Live with any regrets ...

Wake up early this morning abt 7+am, had to go for feedback session @ Mount Alvernia..reali love to go back there .. cant wait for 2011 to come faster. I juz feel so warm n cosy there, though for goodness seek its a hospital.. haha! Crazy rite? who would love to go hospital.. Had a gd time there,apart frm e gd food, nice environment, and appreciate tat e ADs tat their time off to sit down with us to talk n find out our progress in school or in our attachment.. :)

Spicy Chicken @ Pastamania

Ordered Tuna n Bacon but dont know y it become Mushroom n Bacon....

Fufilling ...

Today no CP for me.. YEAH!!! coz its ITE college East Blood donation day .. One and only day.. though its a long day.. frm 8:30am - abt 6pm .. Super tired after tat but happy tat we make this day rockz.. haha! E response was super good, quite a lot of new donor, thumbs up for them. It reali takes a lot of courage for those who are scared of needle especially e reali big one, but trust me, its not painful at all ... dont be scared by e BIG needle its painless with e anaesthesia..

Aftertat Esther and I went to Clark Quay to mit Steve and company. As we were quite late aldy after packing up, so I suggest to take a cab there... Can u imagine? Aana suggest to take CAB .. haha! After Drawing out my blood, Again My Blood "Splashing out"... e Cab fare cost abt $20+ to reach there ... My God! for those who dont know, I am a very stingy person who dont take cab unless really Bo Bian... hahaha! Reali heartache loz... Thanks Esther for accompanying me there ...
TGIF !!!!!goin to mit my prince now..Nitez

Every Drop of Blood Counts ...

Thank God For giving me e chance to donate ....

Last Pack of Blood for e day ... (To all e staff : Xinku le)

E chocolates are so cute rite? I cant bear to eat loz.. Guess wat? End up I forgot to bring back when i leave e place .... :(

Beginning of e Week

Well .. its Monday, beginning of e week + new Attachement ward.. Hmm.. Not too bad, we had briefing as usual.. then go into our individual cubicle.. I'm in charge of 2 rooms, one male n one female..
Due to e first day of work over there, everything has to start Zero again, til now i am still confused about e ward layout.. which make me giddy after walking round n round.. looking for things n putting things back.. haha!

Tmr will be morning shift, Thanks to Jialing.. sadly to say no one wanted to change shift with me.. lucky in the end she volunteer.. Reali appreciated! Its e best present for me man.. :) Not muchi things today.. juz tat had some hard feeling inside me, well i guess this is parts and pieces in life i got to learn as i move on.. Learn to let go and ignore those hurtful words. Oouch! it reali hurts at that point of time.. but not to worry, I hab STM ma, will forget things very fast de especially unpleasant things... My Memory oni store good and happy things... :D

Its not an Ordinary Sunday ...

Today dig myself up from bed @ 6am.. Ya! its sunday n i got to wake up earli.. Well not too bad afterall, today fengshan C.C organise a walk for e family n elderly .. hmm. maybe let me phrase it properly.. its a family outing ba, Its held at PAsir Ris Park.. Our purpose is to be a first aider there.. Thank God for e Good weather man, not doubt its super doper HOT!!!!
While we were walking with e peoples there .. We saw an elderly couple, so lovingly held each other's hand as they walk slowly@ their own pace.. So sweet! :)

Tomorrow going to new ward le.. hopefully everything will be smooth smooth de throughout this 5 weeks..

Nice Saturday

Yesterday was reali a super tiring day.. lucky i was in morning shift. Has been running around over e weekend for e past two weeks, + Work @ Hospital.. Wah Say! Yesterday after i reach hm, took an earli dinner @ 4+pm.. Went to sleep @ 6pm, told myself i will take a short nap.. So i set my alarm til 7pm. Who knows I woke up abt 830pm. I was tinking am i reali in deep slp til i din hear my alarm. So i check my phone.. then i realised how kuku i am, I set e correct time which is 7 .. but instead of 7pm, i set as 7am.. hahaha! of coz it din ring lah. Wah! lucky i dont hab anything on, imagine i on night shift.. Mahahaha! :P

Went to back to slp @ 11pm til 10+am this morning, told my ma tat i am so tired.. haha! U know wat my ma replied me? "Everyday U are tired de lah, which day u will tell me tat u not tired" ahaha! I find it funny n true, tink she is sick of me telling her tat le.. :P
Weew.. Going to celebrate my bday with my family today, bought my fav Strawberry shortcake le and heard they bringing me to e Punggol Steamboat, Got nice seaview de.. wah! so looking forward to it.. God! Pls dont rain later ok... :D

............

I am reali very very very tired .... I need a break. :(

Princess Aana ..

Today was a great day for me,my frenzs celebrated my bday earli for me. Yah! they make me feel as though my bday is today.. everything they do for me is so thoughtful. They ordered "Mian Xian" for me,say bday must eat de.. (well.. i dont knw all this), Eunice bought me a pink rose loz,so sweet. haben receive a flower before.. when she give it to me, i was so susprised of coz a big present frm her n her bb too.. Ling bought me something from Chomel.. wah!! So happy .. its not e value of e present i care,its e thought tat reali weigh in my heart..

They know i like to Sing.. So after Lunch, We went KBOX.. hahaha! had so muchi fun, so sweet of Eunice to bring me a jacket from their car when i say i am cold.. :) Thanks lotz! they sang a few songs for me, and Eunice bought me e chocolate cake also, Yum!Yum! cant resist it.. e cake is damn nice.. End our day with a Drink @ e jap cafe.. It was a memorable day for me..
Oh Ya! Guess wat? I was thinking of Peiling for e past few days wondering how she was doing n all,haben been seeing her since our attachement starts.. So happy to receive her call today loz.. Maybe god ask her to call me.. haha! :)

My G4 gang ..

Ooi Ooi and Moo Moo ..

Trying to see if curly hair suits me ...

Today's weather forecast is... (hahaz!)

Teach me how to lose weight???

This weekend is gona be feast for me again.. Starts with Tomorrow, going to kuishing bowl for jap buffet to celebrate min's post bday.. Saturday going to novena (royal hotel) for some steamboat buffet with my girlfrenzs ... and last but not least Sunday meeting meinu n ling for dim sum @ Goodwood hotel ... My god!! My weekend is simply juz Eat n Eat n Eat loz... i know 能吃是福 ... but tink sooner or later i will "Fa Fu" loz.. haha!
Woo..hu! 3 weeks has gone, count dwn to 6 weeks more..hmm.. lets minus Weekends ba, Wow! 5 weeks more.. keke! Ren Ren Ren!!!!!!!!!!!! if cannot Ren aldy, still must REN!!

I made it ...

Finally I manage to go through this tough day... since morning i wasnt in a good mood, Ya! i know my mood hasnt been good for e past few days, aldy trying my very best to ctrl myself le. lucky today at work, not so bad, though my face a bit long frm e beginning, back i manage to put it back to normal after breaks.. haha! (ok..i know i am lame AGAIN)
Dont understand again.. Y some ppl juz like to bring themselves up by stepping onto somebody.. Dont understand right? Example: they like to discriminate u, so tat others think tat she is good and beta than U .. Who is she trying to prove to? Do you tink tat i care or bother? Oh Pls! It juz make me look down on u, becoz you are oni capable of putting a show for others to see.. watever u do, will not affect me.. i will simply ignore..

Super sianz de loz, why this type of ppl still exist in this world... but well, there is stil nice n good ppl around.. this weekend is gona be a good one.. Saturday will be G4 day, been waiting for a long long time, tink we last met is last yr christmas time. Wah.. long sia, simply love to be with them, coz haben been crazy for a long time le.. haha! yeh! I'm not a quiet type.. Last but not least, Sunday will be meeting Ling n Eunice, they are going to celebrate my bday earli.. wellz, its more like a gathering for me, doesnt matter abt e celebration.
Aiyo! i gona miss MWS this round, heard esther say they going for dog show.. Argg!!! I wish i could join them as well.. but how to spit into two.. got to give up one. Ur take some photos for me to see K.. :D

Dont Know Y ....

A lot of Question marks in my head? with No ans ... Din Sleep Well for e past few days, tats bad! if i dont get enuff sleep, i will start to lose temper and get agitated easily. Sometimes I reali wonder Y i work so hard and Do so muchi for wat? End up wat do i get? Satisfaction? Appreciation? Rewards? Or WAT? Y do i deserve to get certain treatments or remarks tat reali disappoint me..

Maybe I shouldnt be over active or over "nice" to ppl ... they step on my head n tinks tat i am ok with it... Not looking forward to attachement from now, I juz do my job ... So sick n tired of it .. tat kind of feelings is suckz.. Reali hab a second tot Y do i choose this path ..

Anyway, Today suppose to hab red cross meeting de .. but ended up helping them @ e event.. Not too bad, quite enjoy ourselves despite of e tiredness.. Once in a while is Fun ..

E three of us doing duty together ... it was fun

My Dear Satursday

Went makaning last night, wow.. quite a heavy one, til i din hab breakfast today... e food is still stuck in my stomach.. i know is kinda disgusting, hab been constipating for 4 days. My stomach is like bloating like no other biz, so i couldnt tahan anymore, went to buy supp n put it.. E feeling is terrible, now can reali understand wat e patient is going through..

My mood is still not reali good, thinking of CP reali make me "sick".. haiz! unpleasant things n with toxic ppl around.. well.. No matter how i hate, e fact tat i still hab to go through it.. 7 weeks more, wat keeps me going is e short trip after all tat i am going through.. Ai yo! very low morale leh... dont know how am i going to pass through..

Last night while walking in e dark passageway, I was thinking in life, is it true tat after darkness.. we will see light... I love to take night walk, it really feel so relax because there is no ppl around.

Yeah! tmr is sunday, gona mit my red cross frenzs .. kinda looking forward, becoz they are nice n fun to be with.. :)

One More Day to Go ...

Oh Man!!!! I am so tired, I know i always complain tat i am tired almost everyday or even everyday.. haha! But i am reali reali reali tired... Now even with backache. Yesterday was noon shift, by e time i reach hm n settle to sleep is aldy 12+am, and i got to wake up @ 4+am for my morning shift today..
Reali HATE it man, is like so damn tiring, then today cant reali focus n concentrate in wat i was doing.. i was reali struggling, keep double checking my work, juz to make sure everything is correctly done. Especially e documentation.. Wah piang a!!!!!!! + Do a lot of bed making today, SN Diyanah was so nice to help me n ask me Y din i get help frm others, I told her everybody is so busy wit their work, dont wana disturb them also.. So i do myself . So touched by her concern loz..(its so comforting) Not juz her, All e Ward 47 Sisters/Nurses are so Caring, Helpful ..I love this ward, I know i hab mention a lot of times.. They r so Great man.. Making our attachment a pleasant one. :D

I guess i hab to get used to it SLOWLY, stil cant adjust myself for e shift.. My concern is next year's posting, we'll gona be on night shift.. U guys know tat i cant go w/o sleeping for a night, I will be like stoney.. Haiz! dont wana tink too muchi, take things as it goes... Y worry abt things tat hab yet to come or happen rite..?? Whats impt is NOW, e very moment..

Oh! Jus Grumble Grumble oni,will still love my job... and will "never say DIE..."(oops! copyright frm engergizer batt ad) Ahahaha!:P

Back To School

My monday is so beautiful today. Went back to school for Stimulation Training, din sleep well last night, tot this morning sure die,no mood n stoned de.. No wor! First thing i went back to school met Aisha n Chui Yee at e lift.. So happy to see nice ppls earli in e morning, they make my day wit their beautiful smile. hee..hee! its true ok! Who would like to see a BLACK face earli in e morning loz.. Ahahaha!
I was very stressed last night, keep thinking wats going to happen today. + i didnt prepare myself for today loz. Actually not so bad leh, Had Problem based learning, given scanario,juz like what we did previously in school lah, but today i enjoy it muchi loz. Lucky thing i can answer e questions given man..
Today is a fruitful n Smooth day for me.. Enjoy e learning process in school..Arg.. Dont know is it becoz i hab always been in afternoon shift for last week, tmr is morning shift ... feel kinda of lazy to get out of bed super earli in e morning ... :P

These 2 days dont know why's wrong wit me.. yesterday was Autum's incidence, then juz now e whole chair fall on my foot.. Wah pengz a..!!! at tat moment, I dont know wana cry or laugh loz.. Sometimes things juz happen when u least expect.. But Y always bad thing happen?! where is all e good thing....? (".)

~ The Quality of Your Life is determined by how you feel at any given
moment.How You feel is determined by how you interpret wht's happening around
you, notby the events themselves... ~

Shelter Day

wake up earli morning today for shelter, feeling so tired now.. hmm..today I din do muchi. Only Yvonne, Esther n myself went today.. I feel so bad n upset, Autum must be feeling terrific now.. suppose to bath her, but halfway through Carpark, attack her n pull her dwn frm e wooden bench.. As my hand is soapy, its so difficult for me to grab her up.. feel so helpless n scared at tat time. but couldnt help her, lucky yvonnen esther came n help me.. Feel relieved tat she is not hurt, but i still feel very bad, she must be suffering frm fright now.
Aftertat i dont dare to bring e dog over to bath. I scared le..me "Zhen Mei Yong". Haiz! My God.. til now i still cant get over with it loz, keep thinking of it.. So Sorriee Autum..
Guess wat? not long after Carpark attack Autum, Carpark was attack by another dog.. (dont knw e name) He got a bit on her ears n leg.. also poor thing la, but Oops! in my heart, was like (serve her right, who ask her bully autum..) :P

In e noon, after our lunch.. we bring yvonne's doggies, Ivy's doggi, and 2 lucky doggies (Shiba n TimTim) from shelter for a walk @ Pasir Ris Park ... haha! think they reali enjoy themselves, we too.. :)

Now i sound like a man ...

Had a great day with Jie today, had dim sum @ chinatown together."YumCha" is still e best!! after which we went Suntac KBOX to sing .. love singing muchi lotz, never get tired singing, becoz tats e time when i feel tat i can be myself, not becoz i sing well.. Its becoz its e time i can really let go of everything ... Sing til my lungs out. We haben been singing together for a long long time le, haha! think nobody can sing as crazy as us.. We sing, We jump, We dance like nobody business.. becoz we dont care.. We are reali so transparent to each other, nothing to hide, nothing to pai say, We can talk about anything, So click to each other.. til our parents say we are like twins.. haha! Reali thank god for putting her into my life.. Reali treasure this relationship. Thanks to Our grandma for blessing us. :)

haha! something happen funny happen while we were at e KBOX, e first room tat was given to us, was reali small, e condition of e seats was bad, and best part ... Our selected songs are always cut off, or our screen will black out for a long time.
Til jie buai tahan, ask e person for a change of room, e room was bigger a bitz, everything was ok, but still got e problem with our songs, stil cant be capture... and yes.. Ask for a change of room.
We were thinking is it we "Suay ar" Y others got no problem,ours juz cant work.. then i was telling her, securli they give us a VIP room..
Wah.. True enuff wor, they reali got us a VIP room + give us an hour free.. E room is like for 20 pax, but there is oni 2 of us.. we are like WOW!!! Now is room is like SO BIG to us, after e 4+1 hour singing ... now i reali got no voice liao, dont feel like talking loz, coz it sounds horrible man, hopefully it will get beta tmr... haha!

I feel so happy n useful despite of e tiredness n physical body aches ... I love my job so muchi.

New beginning of CP

Oh.. Y am i having a super bad headache since i reach home, feeling very pik chiz now loz, and my eyes is like trying very hard to keep it open. today is e start of CP, hmm.. not too bad, din reali do muchi, Mr De leon did a lot of briefing today, He damn Cute loz, e way he talk, we cant help but to keep laughing ... very nice teacher.. Our NC also, a nice lady, Well.. Every Nurses in e ward are so nice n friendly, We love this ward super muchi. Sure to hab a lot of fun working with them..

Juz went in to ITE website to see my exam results, I know it has been released long time ago.. but my result has been bugging in my heart for a long time.. Lucky thing my GPA is still not so bad ... So i still got chance to buck up.. Must pull up my socks in CP, hope I can pull up my Overall GPA.. Suddenly, Feel tat i still got hope.. haha! *Tink*suddenly i see some light in front of my path.. ahahaha! Hopefully, I dont disappoint myself this time..... :)

Home Alone 4 ...

haha! Yap .. Beautiful Sunday, All alone at home. Got gf de go dating , Pa n Ma go shopping.. So me? stay hm loz, dont reali like to go out on sunday coz next day nit to work .. preparing myself for tomorrow's attachment, kind of scared n worry alot.. though e 1st ward tat we will be going to, is no longer new to us. But tis means tat more n higher expectation from us le, NO MORE "New", "I dont know", and definately no such things as "BLUR" liao loz ... + it will be a new teacher taking over, wats his expectation like? got to adopt to his way of assessing n all...
Ai yo!! Problems are really created by man loz.. Y am i thinking so muchi? giving stress to myself ne? Juz look forward, God will always provide e way ...

No matter wat it is and how it will be ... believe tat Trials n Obstacles are meant to make us stronger, you are definately stronger than you tink you are... Stay positive n everything will be juz alrite de ... Good Luck Gals!!

Well ....

Juz came home from shopping with mummy @ e new shopping place @ farrer park. Din reali enjoy it, coz it juz opened barely a month n most of e shops are still under renovation. So nothing muchi.. But enjoy e time with mummy, becoz once i start CP, i know tat there will be less time wit her ...

Haben been blogging for a few days, juz found out tat winnie wants to Quit nursing.. Felt so sad, n felt so wasted for her, becoz we have been through so muchi ... BUT come to tink abt it, Its also gd tat she come to realise tat this course dont suit her and its not what she want. Beta to find out earli than to regret after 10 years down e road. She reali make me remind of myself, 7 years ago, if i hab reali make up my mind n stay firm with my passion, I wouldnt hab wasted so muchi time on doing e things i dont like, n not dare to voice out to my parents. Haiz!

Monday starts CP loo ... 打起精神來 ... 加油!!!!! 9 weeks very Fast Passss de .. ^^

My mood is Juz e same as e weather

Wake up @ 10+am, tot mummy will be out by then.. coz she told me to look after e house yesterday as she is going out todae wit her frenz, tink end up cancel ba. She cook some fried bee hoon for lunch, but i tot since its cooked, i must well take my Brealunch tog..

Dunno y last night cant sleep again, Keep thinking of a lot of things + miss my ah ma a lot a lot(she used to talk to me a lot of things abt life), todae not reali in a gd mood loz, maybe having a little mood swing ba. Oh! its raining and it adds on to my moodiness loz.. Veri Sianz, juz dont feel like doing anything now, but there is so muchi things waiting for me to do. Argggg!!!! Hopefully e cloudy clouds in me will drift away very soon. Dont wana be disturb at this point of time..
Y cant things be as simple as ABC ne? Y must we tink it so complicatedly??
Hope tat After e "Rain", I will see rainbow ... Aana Hor (Jia YOu Jia You JIA YOU)

12 hours of sleep

Woo.. evensince i came home yesterday been sleeping on n off, yesterday reach hm, slp from 1+pm til 5+pm.. aftertat had my dinner n watch some tv til 11pm. Then went to sleep from then til 10.30am this morning .. Wah.. very shiok loz.

Today had a long day too, went bugis wit Esther, go fix my instrument(thanks Esther for bringing me there) and had our lunch there..

After which took a cab back to school to hab our Red Cross Committee meeting.. Had Our dinner together then head back home ...

This is my "Liu Qin", has been sick for a few years now.. after ops hao le..haha!

Busy Eating ... Cant be bother of me.(haha!)

E fried wanton are very nice, not very oily ..

My Fav Wanton Mee..

Back from Chalet le ...

Check out today @ abt 1030am, Had our breakfast before we go home.. Wah, when i reach hm is like, I got this feeling.. Home is stil e best place. Feeling damn tired now,though my eyes are open, my mind are sleeping le, going to take a nap after this..

Reali like e chalet a lotz, we had bbq for e first night n 2nd day afternoon.. Guess wat? both din turn out well, rain halfway bbq-ing so kinda spoil mood loz.. ai yo! wat makes god so sad again.. so muchi tears.. but second day was fun, we tried their facilities, like sauna n steam bath.. NICE! reali let u sweat out loz, n aftertat all our face so red. haha! Most of e time, we juz stay in e chalet, Chat n slack loz.. was a relaxing n enjoying lah.

Oh man! Next week, Attachment le... Dont reali looking forward to it lei, How huh? kinda sianz.. Okayi.. I shall reali enjoy my last few days of holidays and will prepare to slog for e next 9 weeks le.. Gambatae!!!! (",)v

Busy Week

Hab been very busy for e past few days.. wat am i busy wit? hmm.. act i cant rem wat happen on thur liao, haha.. i got STM ma. Friday was a super tiring day for me, i wake up at 0545am..not PM Oo.. Ya, went for my 2 trial test(driving theory) which starts @ 0815am, n e other starts @ 0905am, so is kind of like one after another .. and finally e REAL de. But as u hab guess it.. Yes, I failed AGAIN. I reali dont know where the HELL i go wrong loz, I was very confident tat i could make it.. BUT.. Somehow it disappoint me once again. I did it very slowly, read e question n answer over n over again.. But WHY? n WHERE? reali a BIG ???? loz,
Call mummy and tell her abt it, she ask me Y??? I reply I also dunno YYY .. sound dramatic rite? but its true.. Sianz lei.
After e test, went to mit Esther @ AMK hub, had our lunch together.. and i suggested to watch movie, coz weekday student price is $6/movie.. So cheap loz. And Guess wat? thanks to her n her brilliant idea.. We watch "Poebia 5"(a horror movie loz) Piang a! I was so scared loz, n was awake by e show.. but overall quite nice lah, some parts funny. Hmm.. i give 3 n a half stars ba.
Thereafter, We went for our Red Cross event le, Hmm.. went to get our NDP participation Certificate.. Not too bad, had lot of fun catching up wit e frenzs there. :)

Yesterday wake up @ abt 6am, Ya! had volunteer work to do @ AMK. Juz some of my tots after all e work, Our mission is to paint n clean their house. For me, My Grp is in charge of painting n cleaning a house of an uncle who is partically blind. When i first step into his house, I was quite scared to move e things n furniture of e house because i dont know wat am I or will i going to see.. feel like backing up.i ask myself " Is it to late to regret?" But with a second tot, Y am i here for? reason becoz they nit help frm us ... tat makes me stay on. Imagine cleaning a big patch of lizard dropping tat has stick onto e wall for a long time. Yucki! MY god!

Never in my life tat i hab do painting.. Now i reali can understand how tiring it is juz to paint e wall.. its difinately not an easy job. (".) while i was cleaning n painting looking at e condition of e house, I ask myself "How can a person actually stay in here?" Nothing on e bed, but oni a mattress.. no pillow, no booster.. no nothing ..

Wat i hab learnt through this experience : Always be contented. Life still goes on, no matter wat circumstances we are in... instead of complaining this, picking on this n tat. Learn to appreciate,not everyone is as lucky as us. I feel tat Giving is muchi happier than Receiving ... Reali had a great day today .. Everything is worth while, Especially when u see tat SMILE.. :)








Thank Q uncle for making our day so meaningful ...

Adventure Day

Today was a fufiling day, y do i say tat? This morning, went swimming @ Sengkang Swimming Complex.. Woo.. e pool is damn nice, like it very muchi. but its very Wulu loz, out of no where de, no bus n train, oni a LRT n its quite a distance away.. thank god! Ah min drove us there n drove me back to compass point to take bus home.
We din spend only an hour there, Ya.. i know kind of wasted,juz a good place.. they hab baby pool with those little slide for e kids, m sure my little nephews will like it muchi. Oh, the most cool part is they hab indoor n outdoor pool wor.. + jakuzzi ..(sori..dunno how to spell) :P Had a great time there .. will definately go there again .

Aftertat, got to rush home to prepare e stuff for e picinc... lucky not tat bad, rush in time. Had a relaxing time @ ECP n Fly kite for e first time, its not as difficult as we tot.. So happy when u see e kite fly up so high n e kite damn cute loz, Hello kitty de.. Oh ya! it belongs to Esther de. :) Now super drained liao.

Tomorrow is RESULT day wor.. e Day hab come. But at this moment i dont hab muchi feeling for it leh, Not nervous, Not anxious, not excited at all leh.. Maybe i know tat i din do tat well ba. haha! told esther i not going to wake up at 8am for result. Scared when i saw e result will faint on my bed again.. haha! Juz pray hard i dont get tooo low grade ba. I reali dunno wat i will do loz. Maybe Cry.. haha! we shall see, I hab done my best,juz leave everything to god ba. :)

Yeah!!!! Successful le

So happy!! Finally Successful le, My Tofu chicken nuggets .. is so muchi beta than yesterday first trial.. though not like heavenly nice but i tink not tat bad la.. haha! suddenly interested in cooking loz.. I feel a sense of acheivement,especially u see someone who enjoy eating ur cooking.. Its a kind of joy loz.. :) of coz, my success partially goes to mummy ...

The Paste (Tofu n Chicken breast meat) ...

The Filling after its Cooked ...

The Outcome compare to Yesterday's ..

Today went breakfast wit mummy + do marketing wit her.. I bought some stuff for e picnic also, so excited about it.. today i learn how to make tofu nuggets, but i dont tink it turn out well. But will continue to work on e receipe tomorrow again,Coz i going to make for them to eat on wed. hopefully will be successful tmr.

Tomorrow will be a busy day again, going to acc mummy for review wit e chinese doctor, then aftertat going to bai bai ah ma, coz mooncake vestival coming le. Act suppose to go on sat de, but got something on. So ask mummy to go tmr instead. This whole week burn again. Yeah! chalet getting nearer n nearer le.. :) so happy!

This is e paste i made ...

The Outcome ... My Nuggets