Bad Experience

I always hab this phobia to take cab, not sure if its psychological or reali physiological? Everytime i take cab, I will feel sick.. Nausea.. Tats wat i hate man! N part of e reason y i dont like to take cab. Dont know if its a sickness or illness.. then when i take bus, i cant take more than 1 hr.. if not...Yes! Bus sick, When i take plane.. I will hab inbalance air pressure in my ears. I will hab sharp pain when e plane takes off and landing time.. Ai yo! Y like tat? reali pity myself loz. Khai say i nit to check my CNS.. hahaz!

But today i reali buai tahan e driver loz, Y cant he use e straight path? Y must he drive e small road, doing all e turns n driving so fast. Wah.. No joke loz, i nearly puke inside e cab loz, i trying very hard to ctrl myself, tat stupid fellow simply dont care loz. Wah Piang a! Somemore we din put seatbelt wor.. Wah lao a!! Dont wana take cab anymore liao, In future, either i drive or take mrt.. dont wana take risk man! :(

Nice Gathering

Same as usual spend my weekend very "wisely" pack with programs. Din reali hab a full rest, nvm its still new year period ma, wah! so fast loz, CNY is ending this sunday, ai yoh! i haben collect enuff hong bao lei... haha! Wellz, went for a good buffet @ Riz Calton w Evon,her hubby, little ashli, min,warren n cynndee.. E place is so high class loz, tink got 5 stars ba, reccommended by min, E buffet is good as well. worth e $$ lots of variety. Sorrie din take pics of e food, busy with little ashli.. haha! So damn cute loz she, if god can give me one cute little sweetheart like her enuff liao.. wahaha! (i know, day-dreaming again)

She like e bag we bought for her ..

So happy with her bag..

She is eyeing on e watermelon ... haha!

Gong xi Fa Cai

Today is "Ren Ri" .. Happy Birthday to All wor.. This year CNY like no feeling lei, dont feel like new year.. juz like any other day. CNY is getting quieter and quieter liao.. dont know yyy?? Mummy say because we grow up le ma, last time when we are still young.. Every CNY, will gather together to relative house, go visiting and play with all e cousins.. now lei, some got their own family liao, some busy with bf, some even migrate to HK.. all like separated. Relative also getting lesser n lesser liao... Sian loz. but wat to do? no matter how, we still got to go on de ma..

Woo.. Next year this day, tink will be working @ hospital loo.. celebrate wit my patients.. haha! Must tink positive ma.. If you are happy, celebrate where also the same de.. Right? Now busy studying for test next week loz.. reali "Tai Ka Tai Xi" loz(cantonese) fall sick during CNY.. hopefully all e suai things all take away,let all good things come... Okido la.. Dont Talk mani mani liao.. Going Esther house bai nian lata... haha!

A Great Experience

Today We had our IV therapy Phrase(Practical) Test, Waah piang a! We reach sch @ 0730am, and guess wat? esther went in @ 1030am, and i went @ 11am loz, I was so nervous and worried tat we are not able to make it for the "dining in the dark program". I will tell u more lata, lets talk abt e phrase test, I was reali damn nervous loz,(I knw i am not e oni one). Guess who i kana? Ms doris lim and a new teacher(i tink so, coz i haben seen her before) ok, watever it is.. i was so scared loz, imagine instead of 2 eyes looking @ u, is 4 eyes loz. my heart pumping so fast tat it nearly pop out loz. oh man!

But in the end, is e new teacher who assess me, she is reali very nice loz.. ai yah, i forgot to ask for her name lay, hope she will be my next CP teacher loz.. :D Anyway, whatever it is.. its over. Lets move on, e next challenge will be Geron test on Monday.. Oh dear, heard tat some of my frenzs dont reali hab e mood to study for e test on monday.. Hope they will be beta after a good sleep tonite.. Rem wat teacher say : Life still(skills) hab to get on... haha!

Lucky we manage to make it for e "dining in the dark" U must be tinking wat is it all abt? The objective of tis program is to put ourselves into their shoes. Before this, i was telling esther, if we cant make it for tis program, then dont go loz.. Now i wana say it will be a regret if we dont go. Its reali a rare opportunity man, U can nvr imagine the fear tat they are having. When I first step into the totally dark dining plc (its reali dark til it makes no diff whether u open or close ur eyes).. I reali feel the fear, in my mind.. i was thinking wat is it going to happen? how am i going to eat? i feel so alone @ tat time.. Where is everyone? tat feeling is reali... i dont know how to express.. everything u do, u got to use ur hand n heart to feel.. Now i understand y the blind has a very sensitive senses.. :) its not easy to accept the fact, i feel the most difficult part is how u choose to face it...

To: Rahman, Jia You!!
All of us...

Getting ready for the experience/challenge...

Mid of e week le ...

Everyone is so busy nowadays.. hardly see anyone updating their blog. dont know y i feel so tired so easily recently, can easily fell aslp de loz and best part i even din hear my alarm ring in e morning.. often got to jump out of e bed after looking at e time.. haha!

Phase test is coming this saturday, ai yoh! seriously til now i still blur blur de loz, dont reali know e steps, juz agar agar oni.. but lucky got 2 more days to practise.. i keep telling myself to jia you! hang on there, coz after this phase test no more le.. Geron test on monday loz.. ai yoh!!! Y got so "mani present" before e CNY.. "Advance "HongBao" from e sch izzit?!.. hahaz! :P Woo guess wat? Esther and i will be going for a program "Dining in the dark" on saturday. So excited about it.. Becoz we get to reali experience the situation tat the blind is facing.. how they manage their Daily living.. which i find is interesting loz, will update after we hab went for it.. :D
One thing i must learn, To stay Positive to Hab a stress free life... YEAH!