It is upexpectedly ...

Today the result for CP (Clinical Attachment) 1.2 is out ...
Teacher : Aana, So how did you find urself doing in this ward?
Aana: Ok, So far so good, Touch wood.. Everything goes smoothly.
Teacher : Ok, So How do you think U do for the whole CP?
Aana: I tink i did much beta than 1.1
Teacher : Ok, tats good ..
Teacher : So .. What grade do you think you deserve?
Aana: of coz, I hope to get an A ...
Teacher : Why do you think you deserve an A? tell me ...
Aana : I tink i am a good nurse (hahaz!), I am Caring and Attentive to patient's needs ..
Teacher : But all e students here are caring ma... tell me more
Aana : I TLC patient, prompt in my service ..
Teacher : Ok! What if I give u a B ...
Aana: .... (slience for awhile) I will be very sad,but will accept .. If your expectation is so high, I have to work harder to improve on my weak point..


Met Nursing Educator,Farzeeda today.. Its so nice to see her, we had a short conversation.. Though she has a high rank but she got no "air" loz.. She sat close to me, asking how is everything? and best part is she make an effort to rem my name, she has so mani students loz.. which make me feel so warm, she is so friendly.. I shared abt my first experience to do last office for patient, told her how frighten i am.. she show concern and encourage me by saying " Every difficulty are like thorns, we may feel e pain for tat moment but through this bits and pieces they make us grow to be a stronger person.." she reali touched my heart by saying this loz..

Can I Bring Her Home?

Had a great meet up with Evon wit her hubby n Sweetie pie on Saturday Evening.. We had dinner together and after which e 4 of us (evon,Min,Cynndee,myself) went to Starbuck @ Northpoint to catch up wit each other .. Time flies, We chat for abt 3 hours.. Lucky Min Send each of us home .. Thank Q Min!

Juz on friday, Esther was sharing with me, Life is reali amazing and somehow or rather fate bring us know each other.. If not for Esther, I wouldnt hab come to know Yvonne, Anna,Maggie,Alverene,Derrick,Stanley,Ivy,Ronald,Lyn,Lisa... E nicest pple in e world..

If not for Cynndee's Jie, I would hab come to know Evon, Mindy, Esmond... See how God makes e world goes round... Reali thank god for all these people, So happy to hab U all.. :D

Little Christmas Gift frm Evon ...

Can i kidnap U home? hahahaz! :P

Long Weekend 28/11/09

Wow... 3 days of holiday.. I like !! Yesterday went to Yvonne's house for Feast, Oh Yes! Another table Full of Good Food, Went early wit esther to Yvonne house to help out but din do muchi also, Oops! Ai ya, Got to leave early, din get to try esther's honeydew sago.. Kind of looking forward to eat.. Nvm, hopefully got another chance to eat it (*Hinting* haha). After Yvonne's house, i head over to Bugis to mit Ling,(Acutali is suppose to be today but i got to make some changes becoz of a little princess)..

This is only one of e table ... there is total of 3 steamboat pot Oo (Wah..Wah..Wah) imagine how mani ppl are there? haha!

So cute Rite? One of e Steamboat ingredient ..

Love this Cutie ...

Rise and Shine ... Went jogging with Jie this morning @ 7+am, Now super tired and my batt is totally flat le loz.. haben been jogging for a long time le, and wit all e body fats i hab, I only manage to run 4.8km..suppose to aim for 5km de, but din make it, haiz... (Need more training man..) Cant wait for Evening to Come, Coz going to mit Evon and her princess, they juz came back frm Aust haben seen her for a long time..and It has been ages, since i go Northpoint, they say change alot le.. Woo, Looking forward man..
Oh.. I beta take a nap first, otherwise later stoned again, hahaz!(-.-)

Weekends

Went Mind Cafe with a group of frenzs on Saturday night, I hab been there once before.. Its a place for a group of frenzs to mit up and catcha..where there is a lot of bored games to play.. they hab this package whereby U got to order a set meal which includes a main course, a free flow drink, a soup of e day, and dessert if i am not wrong + 2 hrs of game ...

But one thing bad i find is, Its not a good place to chit chat, Coz e place is damn noise and i hab to use my max voice to talk,n end up having sore throat aftertat, Serious.. No joke...

Dinner for Today ... Yumyum.. Best food in e world is Home Cooked Food ...

ITs These ......

Cooked by Me ... (Stir Fry Tofu wit Egg)

Ok, I know it doesnt look nice, but it taste not bad okie... haha!

Oh.. I Stir fry e veg too, Recently very into cooking, Will learn more frm my chef @ home...

What Is Love?

It is one of the most difficult questions ...

There is no right or no wrong answer to it ..
Except tat we all know Love is Blind ...

("v")Maybe love is like luck, You have to go all the way to find it.

("v")Love should be experienced and not just felt.

("v")Some say it is false and meaningless, it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships.

("v")Love also includes compatibility.

("v")The key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect.

("v")It takes 3 seconds to say "I love you", but a lifetime to prove it.

("v")Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength While loving someone deeply gives you courage ...

-What is Love Means To U??-

Whats wrong wit me?

I dont knw how to make it through ... Aana Hor.. Pls Press On!!! If U think U can, U CAN ... (izzit true?)

Wind ar.. if u can pls Blow away all e unhappiness ... :(

What a day to start with ...

Today is my morning shift, as usual i will leave my house @ 6am.. and you guys know tat earli morning is usually very quiet til u can hear e fly pass by... (ok i know i very "Kua zhang") but its true loz.. I was with my ma.. things happen when we were in e lift.. We press level 1 to get down, but after a few seconds e lift sudeenly open, we tot there might be someone coming into e lift... but there was nobody ... my ma tot maybe e lift is not close properly, so she use her hands to close tight e door.. but same thing happen again.. I got scared, I shouted.. funny part, my ma jump up.. Oops! I tink is not e lift that scare her, is my sudden loud voice ... Ahahaha! (come to tink of it.. so funny loz) but it was reali very creepy n Eerrie loz..

My god! this is worst than watching horror movie loz..in e end My ma suggest that we take a stairs down instead, I tink tat would be a better idea too... after we get out of e lift. E door starts to open and close non-stop... Oh My.. Thank God! it din happen in e middle of e night, and lucky thing my ma was with me.. (".)

Oh..Wat a Monday Green I hab instead of Monday Bluez today ... (ok.. Lame)

Sunday ....

Wake up early today, so thought of going for a morning walk,so went to buy breakfast for my family.. Very rare tat sunday i will be at home.. when i wake up, first question tat
my pa ask me : U going out later ar?
My Reply : No Ar ...
Pa say : tot U going out, Coz U wake up so early
My Reply : No lah, i going to buy breakfast ..
then My ma wake up, ask me e same question : Y u wake up so early? U going out ar?
My reply : No ar.. I sleep early, so i wake up early loz ...
After they ask me, this question..I feel so bad n guilty loz,then only i realised tat i didnt reali spend a lot of time with them loz, sometimes i reali feel tat i treat my house like a hotel ... i am always outside, when i am back home is about time i sleep le..

It remind me of something, when our love ones are around.. We tend to be so busy with our own things til we seems to be nelgecting them. At times we even take them for granted ... sometimes they will do things to get our attention, for my ma, she will be naggy (which i dont like) but in my heart, i know she is trying her best to communicate with me, sometimes i reali feel she very poor thing, We will be going for work early in e morning left her alone at home.. Who can she talk to? only when we come home in e evening or at night, this is e time she can talk to us.. But i always find her irritating for asking silly question ( I know i am bad .. ) but i cant ctrl myself lay, Coz everytime when i am back home, i am so tired til i dont feel like talking..

It remind me about Ah ma ... when she is around, i dont visit her often.. whenever my mama ask me go visit ah ma, i will say : I got this, i got that .. E only time that i reali spend time with her is when she is ill and admitted to hospital .. I keep asking myself : Y? Y didnt i spend more time with her, what more can an elderly ask for? I reali regretted for not spending more time with her ... I reali miss her alot, and now everytime when i am working in e hospital, taking care of e elderly.. it remind me of her.. (T.T)

Treasure those who are still around, and those who are not.. they can only be kept in our memory. Time is always not enuff, It all depend on ourselves how we want to spend our time, Dont say "WAIT" or "If i hab the time" .. If you wana do something, do it NOW. Dont Live with any regrets ...

Wake up early this morning abt 7+am, had to go for feedback session @ Mount Alvernia..reali love to go back there .. cant wait for 2011 to come faster. I juz feel so warm n cosy there, though for goodness seek its a hospital.. haha! Crazy rite? who would love to go hospital.. Had a gd time there,apart frm e gd food, nice environment, and appreciate tat e ADs tat their time off to sit down with us to talk n find out our progress in school or in our attachment.. :)

Spicy Chicken @ Pastamania

Ordered Tuna n Bacon but dont know y it become Mushroom n Bacon....

Fufilling ...

Today no CP for me.. YEAH!!! coz its ITE college East Blood donation day .. One and only day.. though its a long day.. frm 8:30am - abt 6pm .. Super tired after tat but happy tat we make this day rockz.. haha! E response was super good, quite a lot of new donor, thumbs up for them. It reali takes a lot of courage for those who are scared of needle especially e reali big one, but trust me, its not painful at all ... dont be scared by e BIG needle its painless with e anaesthesia..

Aftertat Esther and I went to Clark Quay to mit Steve and company. As we were quite late aldy after packing up, so I suggest to take a cab there... Can u imagine? Aana suggest to take CAB .. haha! After Drawing out my blood, Again My Blood "Splashing out"... e Cab fare cost abt $20+ to reach there ... My God! for those who dont know, I am a very stingy person who dont take cab unless really Bo Bian... hahaha! Reali heartache loz... Thanks Esther for accompanying me there ...
TGIF !!!!!goin to mit my prince now..Nitez

Every Drop of Blood Counts ...

Thank God For giving me e chance to donate ....

Last Pack of Blood for e day ... (To all e staff : Xinku le)

E chocolates are so cute rite? I cant bear to eat loz.. Guess wat? End up I forgot to bring back when i leave e place .... :(

Beginning of e Week

Well .. its Monday, beginning of e week + new Attachement ward.. Hmm.. Not too bad, we had briefing as usual.. then go into our individual cubicle.. I'm in charge of 2 rooms, one male n one female..
Due to e first day of work over there, everything has to start Zero again, til now i am still confused about e ward layout.. which make me giddy after walking round n round.. looking for things n putting things back.. haha!

Tmr will be morning shift, Thanks to Jialing.. sadly to say no one wanted to change shift with me.. lucky in the end she volunteer.. Reali appreciated! Its e best present for me man.. :) Not muchi things today.. juz tat had some hard feeling inside me, well i guess this is parts and pieces in life i got to learn as i move on.. Learn to let go and ignore those hurtful words. Oouch! it reali hurts at that point of time.. but not to worry, I hab STM ma, will forget things very fast de especially unpleasant things... My Memory oni store good and happy things... :D

Its not an Ordinary Sunday ...

Today dig myself up from bed @ 6am.. Ya! its sunday n i got to wake up earli.. Well not too bad afterall, today fengshan C.C organise a walk for e family n elderly .. hmm. maybe let me phrase it properly.. its a family outing ba, Its held at PAsir Ris Park.. Our purpose is to be a first aider there.. Thank God for e Good weather man, not doubt its super doper HOT!!!!
While we were walking with e peoples there .. We saw an elderly couple, so lovingly held each other's hand as they walk slowly@ their own pace.. So sweet! :)

Tomorrow going to new ward le.. hopefully everything will be smooth smooth de throughout this 5 weeks..

Nice Saturday

Yesterday was reali a super tiring day.. lucky i was in morning shift. Has been running around over e weekend for e past two weeks, + Work @ Hospital.. Wah Say! Yesterday after i reach hm, took an earli dinner @ 4+pm.. Went to sleep @ 6pm, told myself i will take a short nap.. So i set my alarm til 7pm. Who knows I woke up abt 830pm. I was tinking am i reali in deep slp til i din hear my alarm. So i check my phone.. then i realised how kuku i am, I set e correct time which is 7 .. but instead of 7pm, i set as 7am.. hahaha! of coz it din ring lah. Wah! lucky i dont hab anything on, imagine i on night shift.. Mahahaha! :P

Went to back to slp @ 11pm til 10+am this morning, told my ma tat i am so tired.. haha! U know wat my ma replied me? "Everyday U are tired de lah, which day u will tell me tat u not tired" ahaha! I find it funny n true, tink she is sick of me telling her tat le.. :P
Weew.. Going to celebrate my bday with my family today, bought my fav Strawberry shortcake le and heard they bringing me to e Punggol Steamboat, Got nice seaview de.. wah! so looking forward to it.. God! Pls dont rain later ok... :D

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I am reali very very very tired .... I need a break. :(

Princess Aana ..

Today was a great day for me,my frenzs celebrated my bday earli for me. Yah! they make me feel as though my bday is today.. everything they do for me is so thoughtful. They ordered "Mian Xian" for me,say bday must eat de.. (well.. i dont knw all this), Eunice bought me a pink rose loz,so sweet. haben receive a flower before.. when she give it to me, i was so susprised of coz a big present frm her n her bb too.. Ling bought me something from Chomel.. wah!! So happy .. its not e value of e present i care,its e thought tat reali weigh in my heart..

They know i like to Sing.. So after Lunch, We went KBOX.. hahaha! had so muchi fun, so sweet of Eunice to bring me a jacket from their car when i say i am cold.. :) Thanks lotz! they sang a few songs for me, and Eunice bought me e chocolate cake also, Yum!Yum! cant resist it.. e cake is damn nice.. End our day with a Drink @ e jap cafe.. It was a memorable day for me..
Oh Ya! Guess wat? I was thinking of Peiling for e past few days wondering how she was doing n all,haben been seeing her since our attachement starts.. So happy to receive her call today loz.. Maybe god ask her to call me.. haha! :)

My G4 gang ..

Ooi Ooi and Moo Moo ..

Trying to see if curly hair suits me ...

Today's weather forecast is... (hahaz!)