Ready for 2011 ???

Ho..Ho..Ho.. We hab just send santa home, and soon we are gona say Bye to 2010 and Hello 2011 ... How hab 2010 been for U? Is it good or bad? Recently, i was flipping through my diary, to my susprise, I found a page which i wrote "Resolution for 2010", I even forgot tat i hab set it, and while i was going through the list, I found tat most of the things that i set, i accomplish it. The feeling was really great! I believe tat God has a plan for everyone, If this year is a good year for you, continue to pray for a better one next year, If its not.. Dont feel dishearted, 2011 is gona be a new and good start for you. Dont look at the past, otherwise you cant see the future. Most impt is Never Lose Faith In Whatever U Do.. Yao Jia You Oo..!!! Confidence is half way to success.. :D


Our simple yet meaningful christmas celebration ...













Christmas Dinner @ Carousel ... :D

Our Gift Exchange ...

My Christmas gifts...

This christmas hab you count ur blessings? Apart from how wealthy u are, how high ur rank is in ur workplace or anywhere, BUT the one who walks along with you in ur life.... U will feel that ur reward will be greater than what you think you hab ... Magic word "Cherish"
Best Wishes to All ...& 2011 will definately be a better year for U guys.. Cheers!

They are part of my wealthSsss ... (",)V

My FAMILY (Father And Mother I Love You)

My cousin + sista + best frenz ... :D

We share e same goal and work hard together for 2 years...

We were tog since ITE 2001 til now.... Besties for 10 years ...

We are together since Primary and Secondary School time...

FINALE

O lay lay O lala... Today.. Yes Today!!! 2 yrs of hard work, sweat, tears, energy, sleepless and stressful night during exam, effort, blood (maybe) FINISH LE.. I finally finish the race in one piece.. hahaz! I would say its not easy to come to this far and til the end. 10 years of dream, I finally made it. From a person who dont even know what is bedpan til now ready to be an enrolled nurse. WAH SAY!

I feel that i have grow a lot during this 2 years of studies in ITE, the teachers really put in so muchi effort to mould us to become a gd nurse. Without them, there wouldnt be us. :) ITs 2 yrs hab been a fruitful years for me, I nvr tried so hard to get gd results, setting goals in my life. During this 2 years, i got opportunities to go for YEP to do volunteer work, and GEP Australia trip for exchange programme. I really thank god for giving me what i want in life. My next goal is to go for diploma next yr, hopefully i got it as well. Woohoo! After hard work, its time to enjoy before we move on to our next chapter of life.

The Long waited day ...

This day hab finally come... 04/12/2010. After putting in so muchi sweat, blood, and time. Haben been sleeping well for e past few days, worrying this worrying that, Pre test symptom. Practising like hell forthe past 2 days, after mornin shift and then go for practise til 10+pm, next day morning shift and go practise again. Everything finally pay off ... YES! I made it manz.. really wana thank all the instructors who taught me, being patient wit me and not forgetting their encouragement. All the credits goes to them.

Since yesterday i was praying for good weather, hoping that everything will be smooth, but... God really put me on trial loz, while i was doing my warm up.. the sky starts to turn dark and starts to drizzle. I was praying tat the weather will not get worse and hopefully will be gd again. BUT... juz as i was about to start my driving test. It starts to rain and it gets heavier and heavier.. OH MY!!! Thats the thing i fear most, coz vision will be poor when the rain gets heavier and heavier, i try to keep calm and really focus as much as i can, i have to look relax also, to prove to the tester i am confidence. Alamak! 2nd thing is i hab difficulty shifting the gears, (by the way, i am taking manual car) Wah piang a..the whole process i was really struggling and having cold sweat loz. Lucky thing god is still kind to me, to have a nice tester, not a fierce looking one that freak me out.

After i end my test, i can finally breath normally, when we get out of the car, the tester turn and ask me, "How you find your driving?" very bad is it?? After i hear that, i was like "Oh shit manz! thats it! But i reply him, i find it Ok not that bad, i was oni nervous. Then he nod his head, and continue walking to the tester room. I was asked to wait outside. I waited for some time and a lady who was after me got her result outside the rm and her tester told her that she passed her test. I was happy for her too, becoz tis was her 2nd atempt. Not long after, my tester came and ask me to go into the rm, In my heart, was like... OH NO!!! then he told me that i got to improve on my parking, and last question he ask me again, So do you think you pass? I was like.... Sir, I fail is it? Then he say: "No, U passed ur test".. The fear has finally gone and i keep thanking the tester. That was what i went through the whole morning.

1/12/2010 (Wednesday)

Morning shift today, Woohoo! Apart from the struggling and dragging myslf out of the bed early in the morning to prepare myself for work. Afterall i still love my morning shifts. Yippee! Time pass super doper fast manz. Just blinking n wink wink.. its break time, another blink blink and wink wink.. Time to end shift.. hahaz!

Something saddening happen today which i dont wish to face. Everyday, when i step into the ward, I will pray hard that this patient is still around, but today, when i step in and found tat my patient passed away, i cant help feeling sad and in my heart i feel like crying, i keep controlling my emotion, trying to treat it normally. But i keep thinking about my grandma, 2 yrs ago she passed away due to cancer too, til now, I still cant get over with it, my mind keep flashing those days when she is very sick til her very last breath. (T.T)

When i walk pass the family members, I dont even dare to look at them, but i reali can feel the pain of losing their love ones. I hope as days or years goes by in my nursing line, I will learn to be stronger and accept things with a open heart.