Monday 4/4/2011

Busy morning, Went back to school to collect Eagles award.. lucky Kor juz came back from night shift, then got car.. so i use lo.. Yipee.. finally drive on expressway liao, pa always scared i not familiar, ask me dont drive on expressway first. today i manage to do it on my own, with esther.. after which we went to do our ezlink card ... yeah! next tues can collect both our student pass + ezlink liao, and we are all ready to wait for school to starts on 18 .. Guess what? I am e guilty one who make mami angry again.. Ya, always me de lo.. dont know whats wrong with her, suddenly the face black like bao gong then raise her voice at me lei, i also dont knw wat hab i done lo.. ???? sometimes still prefer to work, cant wait to starts sch.. if not i at home huh, got to tolerate.. if i talk back, she say i nvr listen la, bad la, nvr care abt her la.. stick to me alot lo, til i sometimes cant breath, i knw she want companion.. becoz she is alone at home most of e time, but at time i go out too often, she will start liao, not happy, face black.. say i always go out.. not at home.. but ... this will nvr happen to kor de lo, stil her precious ma.. she will nvr be angry at him de. Haiz!! Now dont even dare talk to her, wait kana frm her again, i then dont want. beta wait til her mood swing period over first. Sometimes dont knw what to do lo? She say i always dont understand her feelings.. then me lei? who understand how i feel ... *sad*