Last Day of Posting

9 weeks of training has come to an end today, FINALLY! This attachment has been a fruitful one for me, learn a lot of things from e sisters and ward staffs. Thank god for all e nice selfless nurses who take e effort to teach and guide us despite of their busy work schdule.

The last 2 weeks posting at IMH is a great experience, i always wanted to know how is it like working there, the first day i step into the place, the first feeling was fearful. It took me 2 days to get used to e environment,but i was still not very comfortable, in my heart i was praying for the posting to end faster, but after 1 week of posting, getting to know e patients behaviour and begin to create a bond wit them by talking to them, playing with them. Afterall e experience is not tat bad. I enjoy most is when they smile at u when u try to make them smile.

Today is e last day in e ward le, kind of gota miss them, i really enjoy this "SPECIAL" posting. I would want to go back to work as a staff one of this days. :)

Y?Y?Y?

Recently a lot of things happen? Unexpectedly..Unbelievable.. Is it a bad year? I feel so lost, so tired, so stress, emotionally and physically restless.. i cant tink properly. Everyday running around, busy here busy there.. din sleep well and even not enuff sleep. Y? Y one thing after another? God.. Please be with us through tis time, we nit ur blessing..

Reali hope tat everything will be fine soon and back to normal.. i dont know I or i shld say how much more energy we hab le. hope e dark time will be over soon.

Reflection ...

2 weeks of attachment has gone, what hab i learnt beside dojng e skills and helping the ADL of e patients. On friday, Its a bluez day for me. Got a bomb frm mdm Lee, She post a question to me, actually not juz myself but all my others frenzs, " How muchi you know ur patients?" I was stun, other than telling her their dignosis and those hrly para thingz, tats all i can tell her.. I dont know e management and rationale behind the care. At tat time, I feel so ... reali lost of words at tat time. I dont knw how to describe the feelings. perviously Mr de leon ask me a question, "How can i be different frm the rest to get a "A".. Now I know where i go wrong, and things i shld take note. I hab always overlook the proper care for the patient, We are suppose to bring back to gd health and not juz oni taking care of their ADL. I shld stop staying at year 1, Frm now on, I must read more and be a Thinking Nurse.
Reali thank her for that manz, her words reali struck my heart.. Time to wake up and improve myself...

*Diligence is e onli shortout to success"

Bro's graduation Day

Yesterday After his graduation ceremony, We went to shopping for some furniture,as Kor say his cupboard is old and in bad condition. He will be using mine first at the meantime. Wow! I got a new cupboard and a new study table for myself @ Ikea. Wuu huu! After shopping, went for dinner before we headed home.

Today is a busy day, Yap.. Housekeeping!! A lot of packing, throwing, dismentling and moving job.. My ma say magiam moving house.. hahaz! My bro was saying, everything is new in my room now except for my bed.. hee..hee.. Now my room look so big, my clothes and things are all packed in the bags.. Feel as though i juz moved into a new room. So excited waiting for my new cupboard to arrive on tuesday. :))

count dwn to 8 weeks ....

Today is friday which means 1 week of attachment is gone. Dont know why, i juz dont like attachment, very xinku loz... I prefer to go school wor, though long hours but e time pass very fast lay, then y in hospital so slow lay. Haiz!
Lucky today is a busy day, time pass a bit faster.. I juz upload my YEPtrip video on FB, this is the 2nd time i create e video le loz, e first time is gone becoz my bro format e whole system software.. I am like OMG! what to do? things that happen cannot be undone ma, so got to accept it loz, re-do e whole thing in 3 days, so for e past 3 days after my noon shift i will do til 1-2am.. Its worth it lah, becoz i wana keep tis memories.. I really miss my team a lot a lotz.

Really glad and lucky tat i went for it. Its something tat is precious to me, I went to the trip with one frenz and when i am back from e trip, i bring back 26 friends.. Frm a stranger til we are so close now, the bond tat we hab. really hope tat this friendship will not end at this moment, but we will meet up often to catcha with each other..

Really Miss the 14 days when we are together...Sleep, eat, smell, laugh,cry, play, watch tv, girl talk, gossip, shout,sing, joke, crazy .......

好久沒有大哭一场了

Do you remember when is the last time u cried? Is it becoz you lost someone close to you, or is it someone who reali touched ur heart, there are many reasons y one person cry, "Crying" is one of the way ppl express their emotions or they release themselves ...

Tomorrow I am or rather we are going to fly off to vietnam, I tot I wouldnt be missing home.. But i did and started to miss home aldy. This is e first time i m gona leave home for so long, I am taking this trip as a "Independent training" for myself. I hope i will gain more than expected, and grow up of coz not physically but mentally. What is life w/o my mummy by my side? I am too pampered at home. Its time i step out of my comfort zone, learn to do everything by myself.

It reali sadden me, when i come to tink of wat hab i done for my mum? sometimes, its juz a small request from her.. I cant even fufill it. There is a few times she ask me to bring her out for a meal, I will say I am broke or wait til when i hab free time. BUT when will tis FREE TIME really come. She will add on and say Nvm, all i hab to de is to bring me out, and she will pay for the meal tat we eat. I felt so ashamed. Sometimes its not the matter of $$, is the matter of the HEART. Each time i rejected her, the disappointed face that she give me make me feel so bad and guilty. She has worked so muchi and hard for the family, what hab we give her in return? What she want is juz my accompany.

Frm now on, I told myself tat i wana make changes in my life. These are the goals i set for myself:
1. Control my temper
2. Be more patient
3. Bring my mama out at least once a month
4. spend more time wit family/frenzs (balance)
5. Be positive +++
6. give more than expected
7. SMILE more
8. Focus on one thing at a time
9. Pass my Practical Driving Test
10. Do well in my Nursing and get into Polytechnic


2010 is gona be a Fruitful Year... Aana Jia You!! Gambatae ... (",)V

Not just another day ...

No doubt it has been a tiring week for each of us, reporting to school everyday to do e packing and preparation work before we set off to vietnam. Am happy that i am involved and so are my family. Reali glad tat my family members are actually very supportive, my mum went all e way to pack some of her clothes for donation, she even wanted to donate some $$, My Pa plan to drive me to e airport on Sunday early morning like 4+am as its difficult to get a cab at tat time, and they dont want me to spend $$ to call cab. They even ask me not to buy any souvinoir back for them becoz i am going for volunteer trip. Reali feel touched and encouraging loz.. :D

Well.. its getting nearer and nearer to our YEP trip, Wow.. I am getting more and more excited man, this is the first mission trip tat i am going to.. wonder hows everything is gona be like. Hab been overseas for quite a nos of time, but this trip is gona be a special one. Seriously, I dont know how muchi i can do for them.. but i will try my very best to do what i can. I am sure those friends who are going with me,share this feeling. Lets hab Fun together and make this 14 days an enjoyable one for all of us including them. It will be a great experience .. :)

We're One ...