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My Wan De Full Weekend...

2011-06-13T00:36:00.000-07:00

Haben had so much joy for a long time, Happiness can be easy too.. Especially with people u love. Spend my so call full sat with dearie, went to watch Kungfu panda with dearie and shopping. Hee..hee.. though he fell aslp halfway, (".) then went back home for dinner, and Sun he still join me and mami for shopping.. Though both of us are tired but happy oh, xinku dear liao.. he must be bored for e whole day.. :)

Kor's wedding day is getting nearer le, this coming sat will be his big day.. yahoo!! new family member aboard.. So excited for them, though there's a lot arguement in bet but this is part and pieces of life. Our House are decorated for this big event. Today is Esther's Op day too, wonder how's things getting on, actuali wana go to give her moral support de, but becoz of kor's wedding. Mami say cant go hospital to visit. Hope things are smooth, everything ok.. waiting for somebody to update me..

Beautiful SundaY ...

2011-05-14T22:03:00.000-07:00

Since yesterday I got very bad bodyache sia, my shoulder n my back.. Used mami's Ucozy to massage, Shiok la.. But at night .. Aches like HELL lei, u wouldnt believe it.. Touch lightly also Pain.. Mami help me manual massage for awhile n apply "Go Yeo" for me, til now still aches lei. "Cham liao" ... Tmr going for 3 steps 1 bow, its like yearly event for me.. pray that mami will be in gd health, Family will be safe n sound, Ppls whom i love will be happy ... :)

Early morning, Pa and Mami went to Marina Bay Sand wit aunties n Uncles.. Guess wic part they go?? Yea.. Casino!! ha ha.. For me, I wouldnt not spend $100 to go in lo, waste $$ lei.. I dont gamble de.. but they happy jiu hao.. Today Home alone 1 lo, ha ha!! Kor juz went out to his gf house.. He power sia, last night work night shift, oni slept a couple of hours then wake up liao.. Me cannot de lo, I will stoned whole day.. Peaceful at home lo,wit music with me..

My Agenda for today:
1) Meds card doned, read through it
2) Pharmaco revision ( Mock Test on Thurs)
3) Housework (Hang clothes, sweep/mop floor)
4) Go jogging in e evening (hopefully still hab energy)
5) Prepare own dinner
6) Bio revision
7) Meeting Zhou Gong by 11pm.. :P

My hectic Week

2011-05-14T04:21:00.000-07:00

I nearly suffocated from e busy week. Doing Project and school work is driving me crazy. WTH!! this is only e 4th week, feel so breathless.. Every morning going through e tough process, apart from walking long distance frm home to interchange + a super heavy bag. How i wish got someone send me to sch.. maybe if kor is workin night shift, i will drive to sch ba.. cannot take it liao, I stil hab 2 yrs to go, minus attachment la.. at least make me think tat is faster a bitz. Still trying to cope wit sch life. My poor dear got to listen to my crap everyday. Reali touched by him, i stay up til very late on wed night to do my project, that day he got ot til 10+ then reach hm.. He acc me to finish til 1am then go sleep. Then next day wake up early to work + OT again. Haiz finally project finish le, its a relief lo, but not reali satisfied wit my presentation. really horrible.. very disappointed sia. But.. what can i do? its over le.. Move forward aana!!!

Today see shyanne really forget all my stress n depress.. So cute!!! Really my baobei lo, love her so muchii.. Finally took photos and carry her.. ai yoz, oni left din kidnap her ... wahahaz! If oni i can hab my own cute n healthy baby.. * ok i know.. stop dreaming* Today suppose to meet him too but .... ya, he got OT again, its been a whole week liao. Can he dont be so busy? hahahaz!

It'sss Fri..Day!!!!!

2011-05-06T08:11:00.000-07:00

Mama Zhui Da...So happy u like this, hope it helps to relieve ur aches.. Love U lotz!!

First Class Photo @ NYP, NR1151 .. Like tis class, but sadly we will oni be tog for 6 mths...

Subgroup ...
Though we are from e same class in ITE, but life in NYP bring us closer.. :)

Tomorrow gona be busy but lookin forward...

Tired, Tired, So tired ...

2011-05-05T06:15:00.001-07:00

This whole week hab been a busy and tiring week. My Whole body like dont belong to me le. Almost everyday reach home late. No mood to do anything, dont really feel like eatin, but eat juz for e seek of eating.. Projects and school work is stressing manz. Argg!! I feel so lousy, Pimples outcome.. tink too stress liao + dont sleep well at night. What can i do? Got e Heart wana do homework, revision and research.. But No enough energy. :( Same to him, this whole week, we din meet.. haiz! He also OT most of e days, suppose to meet this sat but he got OT.. *sad* wana meet Sun, but i got project. hopefully next week got time.

Today start our GSM liao, Malay class quite fun la, but difficult lei. like Ta Ti Ta Tu when i speak lo.. Nvm, today oni first lesson.. Jia You Jia You Jia You!!!!

Beautiful Day ~

2011-05-01T19:48:00.000-07:00

E flower tat we bought ..

Big Event for Meeee .. :P

Hee.. Luv e weather today, cool cool de, outside rainin but my heart is full of sunshine.. Wake up earli brighten up by msg and when i log in fb, my buddy tag a lovely song.. its juz like greeting me good morning.. :D

Friday is Ah Ma's 3rd year death Anniversary, Couldnt make it for e morning prayer but rush down after school to visit her.. Hao Xiang Hao Xiang Ah ma, Dunno she can hear me ma.. Tears fightin in my eyes, keep controlling it.. Time flies, Ah ma leave us for 3 yrs le, but I still feels tat she is still around us.. Ah ma, We ("v") Uu..

WooW.. hab been going out for e past 2 days, Sat went to collect my Nike Run pack, going for a 5km Marathon this coming 7 may.. Dont knw if i can make it, but this hab been e thing tat i wana to go for. Not wanting to prove anything,Juz a challenge for myself. :) So doesnt reali matter e outcome, but i wana enjoy e process. Yap, My mami went wit me to collect it, afterwhich we went to visit Ah Yee @ her workplace, She has been working there for many years lol, but we hab yet to go see her. Can see that she is happy to see us, though she is busy and hab no time to entertain us. I alwae thinks tat "Its not e Quantity, Is e Quality and d Heart". Went shopping around wit mami aftertat, can see that she is very happy, bought her clothes n be her maid that day, watever things she bought i carry everything. hahahz! So she is e taitai for tat day. Though i m super tired but happy as well.

Yesterday was Stef bday, went out to celebrate for her.. Went to have high tea and watch a movie.. Though juz a few of us, but can feel tat its a heart warming celebration. We bought her fav Sunflower also. :D It really feel great to see everyone around me, Happy and blessed.. Enough of all e fun, Today is gona be a super busy day for me. Feel so guilty loz, so much school work to do and i juz throw aside for e past 2 days. Today must work on it liao. Jia You!! Jia You!!

Good Friday ..

2011-04-21T23:20:00.000-07:00

Today is "good" friday .. but to me, not good at all.. Home alone, everyone got their own programme but not me. One thing is becoz no mood also. Suddenly feel so emo.. 3 days of weekends.. but dont hab e feel. Yesterday bio dont even understand a bitz lol, dont knw how lo. wana get someone to teach, but dunno who. Sometimes i reali regret, Y? when i hab e chance to study hard, dont work hard.. I am a NT students, still Bu Zhi Liang Li de go take "O" level.. of coz cant make it. I shld knw how much i weigh.. very low morale now. keep pushing myself, but i am not sure how much energy do i hab to keep me going.. BUT one thing for sure.. I AM NOT GIVING TO GIVE UP NO MATTER WHAT..
Jia You Jia You Jia You!!!! If i think i can make it, I definately can make it ... Chemistry Suan Shen Mo.. I juz nit more time and patient to conquer it..

NYP life ...

2011-04-20T05:03:00.000-07:00

Today is e 3rd day school.. everyone around me hab been asking me, Hows sch? hows everything? I am still trying to cope and adjust.. At e moment, other than stress, lost and not leavin out BLUR.. asking me y stress? hmm.. school lecture is ok so far, understand wat e lecturer is teaching.. but .. start to give myself unnecessary pressure le.. Assignments and projects coming up.. trying my best to focus in class.. Today's lesson is @ 8am, 2nd time late.. make me so rush and gan jiong.. Dont like loz, spoil my mood.. prefer to be slightly early, but as mention, still trying to adjust to everything.. bus timing, getting around the sch and finding for lecture hall and so on.. hopefully, by next week i will or i should settle dwn liao. I am actually a person slow in adaptation, i nit to take some time to get close to a person, and also environment. So as far as i could, i try to minimise movement from one place to another.. Like my previous job, I stayed for 4 yrs before i quit n join my NITEC in nursing.. Hope God will guide me in my 2.5yrs in this sch.. :D

A lesson tat i learnt ...

2011-04-16T22:14:00.000-07:00

Wah lao a.. I damn dislike those "Hao Hao Ren" lol.. Pls la, where got such a saint in this world unless u are GOD.. Pik Chiz de lei, Y he always hab to be like "So Nice" make everyone like him.. Let me make it clear..I am not jealous but Find it irritatin.. Trying to say nice words, be nice and "always tink of ppl" Crap la lol.. Its veri Obvious when someone is angry and doesnt wana talk abt it.. Then he still can ask : "What happen? What wrong? Pls la, U aldy know whats e cause liao lol.. Wana act tat u care.. Juz shut it up manz.. Frm my previous experience, If i start to open my mouth, I sure Kana BOMB.. so this time, I juz pretend nothing happen, Juz keep quiet.. And true enuff i save myself frm kana scolding unncessary, U may tink tat he kana rite? U are wrong, Will u scold someone u reali love.. No loz.. whatever it is, dont tink tat i am a hackcare person, No i am not! Juz tat i knw how a person feel when they are angry.. juz dont wana talk abt it for the time being.. otherwise u are asking for trouble.. e arrow will be aim at u.. Maybe e weather is very hot today, everyone is juz in e bad mood.. Wellz..

Orientation Day

2011-04-15T03:35:00.000-07:00

Little Card from stef, So touched.. she gave me as an encouragement becoz i am startin a new chapter of sch life.. (tats wat i always say: Its e thought tat counts, not e value of e gift) :D tks tks

Waited this day beri long liao, but dont know y when it finally come liao.. like not excited liao lo. Had a super boring day lei, dont like orientation.. hahaz! yaya!! I am a boring person rite?! No la, i juz dont like this loz, sori to say.. i feel a bit bo liao, maybe its age ma.. hahaz! Now i reali cant wait for class to start this monday.. count dwn to 2 more days. So far so gd.. My class oni got 18 students, though small but ok ma.. + wat reali delight me is e time table loz.. a bit "luan la" BUT.. super hao de.. 2 days start late, best part is mon & tues.. then e latest timin we end is til 5pm.. wah say.. super shiok manz.. thats e PLUS point la, Negative de is e sch damn big til hor.. I dont knw how to comment.. free exercise everyday lo, hopefully can lose weight by e end of 2.5yrs..

Wah!! No joke lei, seriously gain weight liao.. Sianz manz.. all my effort gone. Cant stay at home de loz, keep eating junk food.. naughty gal, where did my discipine go to.. cannot cannot!! Kor's wed coming liao.. got to wear my princess dress.. hahaz! oni for that day i am princess lo, after 12midnight become ping ming(normal gal) liao.. :)

*~Be that light tat Shines~*

My New Luff ...

2011-04-12T20:34:00.001-07:00

Wana get a Doreamon Cover de, But Bu She De.. So end up get my melody cover.. only $10 + $8 screen protector.. if i buy juz e doraemon de cover is $18.. See? with 18 bucks i get 2 things instead of 1. Must learn to Save liao.. :D Melody also Cute ma.. hahaz! (Self-consolation) :P Ai ya.. Tot Can get student plan de,but overage liao..:P becoz i need unlimited sms badly lei.. imagine i can use up to 2000+ sms per mth.. oh god! Now must learn to control liao.. BUT my plan got 200 mins free talktime.. hee! can use talk de instead sms.. :D

心情好好噢

2011-04-10T20:51:00.000-07:00

Though today's weather is cloudy de.. But in my heart is Sunshine de.. :D Had a good Sunday which give me energy to brighten my mood. Had a good sleep as well.. Really sweet sweet dream, feel like dont wana wake up.. :P We met as plan, went cycling and take a nice walk at ECP.. Thank God, for such a lovely weather, though it started to rain late afternoon, But we had a great great time. He take me with his bike and we went to sing K together. I had a lot of Fun, hope he does also.. Never feel such comfortable feelin with a guy before, in front of him.. I can juz be myself,nothing to hide,I can say anything, dont hab to act "Shu nv"... :D whereas my previous experience, Guys would hab expectation,they will say things like: "want their gf to cook for them lah", want their gf to be sweet la" those stuff. But He is different,He got this "magic" to make me happy n no pressure.. feel relax everytime i am with him. Sweet moments like he will carefully watch me,n make sure tat i am safe wit him. Happy that He share with me his problem and unhappiness wit me as well. What is that kind of feeling ne? Dont know and mystery ba.. hahaz! Juz wana enjoy every min wit him..hehe! Not hoping for anything, Juz wana keep and maintain this relationship bet us. He is like my angel n a gift from God specailly to me.. God ah.. Pls dont wake me up from this sweet sweet dreamsss... :) ~True Love is only Mutual. Yet, it need not be expressed in words. When Love is True, you just feel it ... ~ ("v"v")

杜德偉 - 天真 (邱淑貞演出)

2011-04-10T20:47:00.000-07:00

Jealousy ...

2011-04-06T22:15:00.000-07:00

-Why does she hab to keep telling me, How gd is He? -Why does she hab to pamper him so muchi? -Why She put so much effort on him? -Why does she hab to praise him in front of me? -Why In her eyes, He is always the prefect / thoughtful one? -Why does he hab to act like a hao hao ren? -Why do my heart ache so muchi whenever i hear abt him? -Why does she tink tat I want her to praise me at times? (asking for it) -Why no matter how much effort i put in, i feel tat i am not appreciated? -Why am i feeling so upset now? She says that becoz i am jealous, but her topic always link to how good he is, how thoughtful he is, how hardworking he is ... Y? Y? Y? Y does he hab to act like a saint, and make me feel like a devil? Juz because i am more independent in first of them, no matter how hard i try, I can never compare with her precious.. (!.!) Y ppl can easily be content and xinfu? Y cant i be like them... She always say i dunno her, she treat us equally.. no bias.. She din know that by saying how well and how gd he is, reali hurts me. She can go til e extend to keep talking abt him, til I say tats enuff, I dont wana hear anymore. Dont she know how i would feel? For instance, Yesterday I wanted to drive to yio chu kang, but she insist to wait for him to wake up, and ask if he wana drive us to yio chu kang and told him that i dunno e way. In e end, He ask me to drive there. So that he dont hab to waste petrol to drive us to and back.. Then oni she say anyone drive is ok.. WTH lol!! Ur Son speaks One word more than I say 100 words.. Can U be more fair to me anot? Can I hab more trust from U anot? Its ACTIONS NOT WORDS.. Dont juz keep saying U trust me with ur mouth, Prove to me that U TRUST ME.. U dont know how ur words hurt me at times.. (!.!) tearing in my heart ..

Monday 4/4/2011

2011-04-04T01:56:00.000-07:00

Busy morning, Went back to school to collect Eagles award.. lucky Kor juz came back from night shift, then got car.. so i use lo.. Yipee.. finally drive on expressway liao, pa always scared i not familiar, ask me dont drive on expressway first. today i manage to do it on my own, with esther.. after which we went to do our ezlink card ... yeah! next tues can collect both our student pass + ezlink liao, and we are all ready to wait for school to starts on 18 .. Guess what? I am e guilty one who make mami angry again.. Ya, always me de lo.. dont know whats wrong with her, suddenly the face black like bao gong then raise her voice at me lei, i also dont knw wat hab i done lo.. ???? sometimes still prefer to work, cant wait to starts sch.. if not i at home huh, got to tolerate.. if i talk back, she say i nvr listen la, bad la, nvr care abt her la.. stick to me alot lo, til i sometimes cant breath, i knw she want companion.. becoz she is alone at home most of e time, but at time i go out too often, she will start liao, not happy, face black.. say i always go out.. not at home.. but ... this will nvr happen to kor de lo, stil her precious ma.. she will nvr be angry at him de. Haiz!! Now dont even dare talk to her, wait kana frm her again, i then dont want. beta wait til her mood swing period over first. Sometimes dont knw what to do lo? She say i always dont understand her feelings.. then me lei? who understand how i feel ... *sad*

Sunny Sunday

2011-04-02T22:39:00.000-07:00

Went to kovan with Pa & Mami.. for breakfast and do some marketing, This 2 days mami not well, having fainting spell again.. haiz! dunno wats wrong lei, hope i got xray eyes so tat i can know wats going on, Y she keep having this. Everytime go out must be very alert, reali pray that god will watch over her.. hope her health will improve, somemore kor's wed is getting nearer le.. Yeah!! they were juz talkin very long din go overseas le, so i suggested to bring them go HK this yr end.. Must start to save $$ le, hoping to go on my Bday or nearer to my bday, dependin on e sch schedule .. hope can go as plan.. :D so happy.. something to look forward to.. Jia you!! Study hard, Work & Save hard.. hehehe!

Bloggii Time ...

2011-04-02T03:24:00.001-07:00

Today went to do rebonding , sianz lol.. waste $$, waste time + got to sit der for 4 straight hours. Sit til my back also straighten liao, backside also pain ... bo bian.. haiz! dont wana look like "Lion Queen", so hab to do ma. Wah.. e hairdresser bu ke qi de cut a lot of my hair lo, i say trim a bitz, she say my hair badly damage liao, keep also no use. Heartache manz. But hahaz, feel my hair so healthy now. Like e salon, service not bad wor, keke! other customer is one to one, for me, one to two.. maybe they tot i dun understand cantanese loz, they were speakin in cantanese among themselves, saying my hair so thick, if one person do by e time finish doing night time liao, but they were saying in a joking way la.. then i started laughing also and agree with them.. hahahaz! Reali feel like a princess there, hehe! Xinku them le, their hands must be beri tired.. Wow..wow!! Exactly 2 more weeks from now, school gona start le wor, dunno how is it gona be.. should i say excited, worried or nervous lay.. mixed feeling ba.. Excited coz my dream finally fulfilled, Worried coz i scared i cant cope, Nervous coz dunno whats gona happen.. Pu Sa Po Bi ar.. Hope this 2.5 yrs is a smooth one.. gona work super doper hard becoz very competitive sia.. Stress ++ ... So this 2 weeks, i beta enjoy all i want first.. Ai yo.. Think recently i pamper myself too muchi liao, bought a lot of clothes manz, keep tinking poly can wear, EXCUSES lol.. I beta see no evil when i go shopping.. No buying of clothes from now til end of e yr liao, but wait i hab to buy a night grown and a pair of shoes for Kor's wedd.. tats it! so happy and excited, its getting nearer and nearer liao, must make myself look like princess.. keke! This morning was telling mami, my BEST frenz Jiahui gona married next yr end, Drea going to get a new flat with her bf, mindy getting married next yr also... hahaha! Then she say "what abt u?" "when's ur turn?" I juz laugh.. dunno, stil nobody wan yet.. wah!! thinking suddenly gd frenz around me all got gd news lay.. Happy for them lo, give them my blessings manz.. :D

我终于可以松一口气了

2011-03-25T07:10:00.000-07:00

Cooking Time .. Believe ma? Cooked By Aana Hor! hahaz..

Today is my last day there, finally this day hab come.. To tell the truth, i never tink tat work is tough, to me.. relationship wit co worker very impt. If you can work well together and help one another, work can be easily done. U dont hab to work like mad. Never had gd life everytime i work there, til now i still dun understand.. Y i still jump into tat "HOLE" where i aldy knw tat its there.. haiz! this is wat ppl call.. "Zi Tao Ku Chi".. After i walk out, i really can feel tat the air i breath is so fresh lol, feel so relief and happy. Can you imagine, i am so stress up til i din sleep well and hab enuff sleep everyday. Today reach home, slept e whole noon. Feel so muchi better. Thanks boy for e chat last night, not muchi words, but really feel comforting, Is really nice to hab someone wit me when I m down. :) Dont hab to talk about e topic but juz casual chat is enuff.. hee..hee..! Wee~ My Genting trip is coming, setting off on Sunday morning til Tues.. As i say, short trip can be relaxing and fun too, its a getaway.. (",)v

我很努力的想要笑..可是..

2011-03-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

No Matter how hard i try.. I juz cant smile, maybe too many things happen le ba, during work.. I am really very tired, i felt tat i hab to use all my full energy.. Y am i doing this to myself? I keep forcing myself and keep telling myself to be strong, i cant fall so easily.. I reali feel like having a hug from someone, all i need is one sentence "I will be here anytime when u need me" I work so hard i also dont knw for wat? am i happy with wat i am doing? Y cant i be notice and treasure? I feel as if i am suffering alone lei.. no one care n bother my dead or alive.. Whenever there is problem or difficulty i hab to fight very very hard to protect myself .. :(( God ar!! Are you trying to make me grow stronger ... I hab times when i am weak, and need a rest.. Pls!! I dont wana fight alone. I am not sure how she think of me, maybe proud and selfish to her. Does she know tat i hab to clean her backside each time she make a mistake and i got to face her bloody shit face everytime when i try to correct her. God, Can i ask for strength? Can u give me more strength to hang on til this friday.. then i will be set free.. I will am never gona step in there again.

Recently, Kor also got problem.. its due to his car accident tat happen 3 years ago .. this incident has happen 800 years ago lol, who will actually remember this, moreover ... we hab even change a new car le, this stupid party come and find trouble again, look for lawyer want to find kor's fault. Rich ppl are not all but mostly bo liao de lol.. I reali hate rich ppl.. maybe both of us cant merge into each other's life ba..
What's so big deal abt having a lot of $$$ ... some things cant be bought by $$ de.. Can U buy love? Can you buy ur family? can you buy health? Can you buy relationship? Can you buy Care? Can you buy Friendship? Can you buy Time? Can you buy relationship? Can you buy HAPPINESS? If you tell me, yes i can buy any of e above mention wit $$... I dont mind working very very hard juz to get this.. but no!! w/o love, care or friends n family around u,even if u hab lotz $$,its is juz like a pieces of paper... (".)

No bluez on monday...

2011-03-14T05:43:00.000-07:00

Today very happy lei, no specific reason .. juz happy lo, lucky no bluez today. Guess wat i was thinking of going for a holidays before my poly starts, came true le.. though juz a short trip, but its a good getaway, i only got $$ go genting lay, hahaz! ya will be going end of march.. Yahoo!! My doc today very funny lo, he ask me to buy lunch lay, then i ask him for e last time, he say nvm he dont want. then after lunch i ask him, doc u din eat ar? he was like, becoz u din buy for me lo, hahaz! then he keep repeating lei, make me so guilty.. end up he go opp buy bread eat.. keke! poor thing ..
Piang this few days so busy with e poly enrolment thing, til i gong gong liao. so many things to do, die ar! haben take passport photo yet, Not much time liao, this fri is e submittion,my god! so rush lay, somemore working. No time to do all this loose things.. stress manz! Lucky today after rush to go create my singpass.. piangz.. oni takes abt 2 mins for e fellow to create for me lo, make me go all e way down to SK.. y cant we do ourselves online. "shang now jin ar" Okii, now super stoned liao..

Juz end my day ...

2011-03-12T07:13:00.000-08:00

Veri tired lei, ai yo.. y my energy always used up so fast de? haha.. But had a great day, Went vivo with ling and andrew.. Then we went to watch movie, lucky made e right choice, little red riding hood is a nice movie manz. Hmm.. Can say disgusting (oni some parts), touching + romans, exciting also.. hahaz! juz Go watch it, its worth it.. Actually wana watch BIG MAMA de, tot e show will be funny but ling dont like. nvm, she is e princess ma.. then aftertat we went for dinner and some shopping.. a simple meet up but we had a good time nice chat.. (^v^) Tmr's plan is gona be a bit boring ... hahaz! Time to rest, will be home e whole day.. :D This week is gona be a boring week, both my fav docs on leave.. (-.-"') hahaz!

Busy But Happy Satursday

2011-03-11T21:49:00.000-08:00

Wake up early morning went for Medical Check up @ SATA. Yes, finally receive e enrolment package from NYP yesterday liao. Actually wana go check up monday de, but din wana take leave, no becoz i hardworking la, becoz if i dont work, is no pay leave lay. Going to spend a lot of $$ lo for poly, buy books, uniform, and all e blah blah things.. so can save, save can work, work.. Today rec a sweet sms frm him, keke! finally ... :D ok, tat's random...

Later going to meet ling to celebrate her bday with her, bought her present liao, but tinkin wana buy bday cake ma, whats a bday w/o a cake hor? duno lay, maybe i too used to having it every yr le ... my family will usually buy a cake for me on my bday, not say very grand or wat lo, juz to show tat they rem my bday.. tats wat i feel. maybe will go get a small de for her ba. :D

came across this quote frm a frenz's status, tot its meaningful so share it here:

~ Love Cannot always be measured by how long you waited. Its about how well you understand why you are waiting ~

Its my Fav Day ...

2011-03-11T04:08:00.000-08:00

TGIF.. Yahoo! finally i manage to survive til today, nearly half my life gone. Had a super doper bad week. Well, Lets not talk about and tink about it liao. ITS OVER ! let it be past tense. Manage to clear what i should clear today. God is still kind to me de. Whole week hab been super tired and always end late after work. All drain out, everyday when i come home, juz dont feel like doing anything and talk, coz i talk enuff for e day liao. til my lip so dry lo, no joke oh.. Just shut myself in my room after dinner and EMO... hahaz! Not la, I like singing, so juz go into Youtube to look at some music video or watch ou xiang ju lol. Momo rite? ya.. i am zai nu ma, hahaz! This is e oni time i can hab time for myself. So i am enjoying it. Day 3 liao, still no action, waited til i feel tat no point liao. . if he really put me in his heart, things shouldnt be like tis. Everyday we juz msg gd morning and gd night tats it, i feel a bit bored liao. I tink he also. hoping tat he will do something but he didnt. Maybe its still not time yet to meet e right one. Or i should give up liao, stop hoping for anything so tat i wouldn hab disappointment. Just focus on what i should be doing now. Think tats e best way ba... ^^

No Words can describe how i feel now....

2011-03-09T03:34:00.000-08:00

What sh*t hab i got myself into? I juz wana work to kill time and earn some pocket $$.. seriously i dont tink i deserve this lol, I really cant take it liao, 4 yrs ago is like tat.. after 4 yrs i rejoin as temp staffs is still e same lol.. Y do i hab to face all e mistake or negligence things tat e previous staff hab overlook? Y do i hab to be responsible for all e explaination and scolding frm e patients? best part i dont know what is going on and happening.. but i hab to ans all these. What is this manz?! somemore nobody wana take responsible to all these.. I really had enough lo.. Being in e clinic, which i rarely been there before and it has been 4 yrs ago. I got to be responsible to teach/guide new staffs, other than routine work, got to overlook everything in e clinic, ordering stocks, results and many many.. I am really tired lay.. I so xinku train one staff, after she know everythin or most of e operation in e clinic le, end up take her away to another plc. Get another new gal, this time best.. One who claim she got experience, things i tot her she cannot rem than claim tat i din teach her, talk back somemore. tats y i predict i sure hab a bit problem teachin ppl who are senior de. Ask me things tat i cant ans, when i say i dont know she give me a face. HELLO! am i suppose to know everything, i am juz a temp staff lei. Wah kaoz a!!

Today lol, another blue black case, piang a! MY PROBLEM again? not going into details abt tis. My doc is good la, at least listen to me, was telling her abt this fellow problem. she also find me ke lian lo, why shld i be facing all this. At least e words tat she say make me feel comforting lo, someone understand my feeling. I was like talking very loudly in e clinic, tats always my problem lo, I tend to talk loudly when i am angry or excited.. dont know y, then my dr will remind me,ask me to Shhh...

At least feel beta after i write out all this feeling....

How i wish :

When i am tired , I hab a shoulder to lean on ...
When i am happy, I hab someone to share wit ...
When i am sad/down, i hab a hug/ ear to listen...
when i am angry, i hab someone to cheer me up ....
when i hab problem, I hab someone to talk to ...

My dear, where are u? U rec my signal ma tat i am missing U, quick come to me... :((

Black Tuesday ...

2011-03-08T04:19:00.000-08:00

Tot today locum doc (covering doc), so will be a bit slack after so muchi work yesterday.. Beside patients still hab to receive and unpack e stocks.. So tiring manz, haben recover from yesterday tiredness.. Today also busy, hai shi busy.. Wo de ma ya.. Earli morning beisdes my norm breakfast (breads + coffee), still got a big bomb lo, first time work with this doc, so dunno his pattern. He come into e clinic like just eaten a big BOMB, his face so black like charcoal.. haha! funniest thing is he told me he got lost in MRT stat, dunno which exit to come out from.. Mahahah! ( of coz i not so bad Laugh out loud la, but in my heart laughing oni) oops! :P think of it still very funny lol, but later part of e day he is better le, tats y i always say dont judge a person by its cover becoz you haben get to know e person ma.. he/ she may not be as bad as u think.. BUT wait... even if she looks pretty and nice initiately may not be tat nice oh.. character also can be sucks de. ( its true facts)

YA, receive a super doper sweet sms tat every girl or i would say i wish to receive de.. This sweet frenz of mine, by the way is a guy .. He send this whole long list of sms, it doesnt matter but wat matter is e contents.. It really touches my heart, He is going to NS soon, but he is worrying for e gal tat he likes, juz like a guardian angel.. He is askin a favor frm me n e others, to look after this gal, and in e sms it wrote all about this gal character and behavior.. which i find it very touching.. how i wish will hab a guy who knows me well, wat i like, dont like, when i am tired what i would do/behave, when i am sad..... WAH!! very Xi Xin Lei.. All he want is to protect this girl and want her to be happy.. Really hope that he can win her heart lol.. Envy envy envy lei.. Orrrrr!!! How i wish to be that xing fu de nu hai ... ^^

~If its a dream, then I'd rather not to wake up anymore. For it is e only way i can be with you, with no doubt, no fear in my heart but a trust that someday you will be mine and a lifetime together. JusT U ("and") Me ~

Low -->High Spirit ..

2011-03-07T05:44:00.000-08:00

Yipee yaya yipee yipee ya~yipee yaya yipee yipee ya~ yipee yaya yipee yipee yaya~ yipee yipee yaya yipee yipee ya~

Morning was really a blue for me, yea.. i know its Monday!!! tell me abt it manz. Treat myself a cup of upsize coffee frm WANG.. to brighten up my day.. ahahaha! Wellz.. really no mood lo, like dragging myself to work, but no choice for e seek of $$.. not fully la, at least comforting things is I am working wit wonderful perm docs, others put aside dont say la.. Ppl always say "BAI REN CHENG JIN" thats wat i am doing now, moreover i am just a temp staff no authority juz do my job can liao, other things dont care y spoil my mood becoz of silly issue.. Waiting for End of Mar to come.. and ..........

New chapter of life begin... (not marriage life though)haha! Yeah! e great GREAT news is I am accepted by NYP le.. Yahoo... though pa say cfm can get in de coz we hab COM, but my heart still feel unassure til e final acceptance result come out... keke! Gona study very very hard, its not gona be easy but will do my very best. Heard a lotz of comments given from frenzs around me, some encourage, some ask me to think through.. I am not sure how this route is going to be, but i wana try, this is what i always want. 10 years of my dream.. thinking back, how i climb up one step at a time, i am not and would NEVER give up. I choose to be a Nurse.. I once heard my ADON share this : How good a nurse is not judge by how good ur result is, or how well you do in ur studies or skills.. Its how you treat the patients as though u are taking care of ur close one. Which really leave a great inpact in my heart. Which is very true, I cant say tat i am the good one, but i want to work forward to be the one.. Thats e goal in life. Thank god for giving me this chance. (",)v

Reali disappointed and upset ...

2011-03-06T06:24:00.000-08:00

I really dont know what should i do, I shouldnt say all e time, but most of e time.. Mami always say I am rude to her + i throw temper at her, which i find tat no lol.. sorriee to say tat at times she reali very fan lei, like to ask me to do things i dont like,ctrl me ... wo yi jin bu shi xiao hai zi le. I know even if i am 99 years old, as long as she is alive, i am still a kid in her eyes. Everytime i try, i really try my very very best liao to ctrl my temper, but sometimes i really buai tahan lol.. She will keep complaining to me, telling me this telling me tat, then say i not understanding la, always talk back to her. If i give in to her too much, she go over it... Tell me what should i do?? maybe i shldnt be at home so tat i wouldnt irritate her and she tinks tat i am finding fault. wah piang a.. WO ZHEN DE HEN SHEN QI LOL!!!!! I shld just keep quiet, everyday after work, eat dinner and off to my room.. think tats e best solution ba.. either face it or leave it.. I choose to leave it coz it cannot be solved de... haiz!! Sianz x10

甜蜜蜜早餐

2011-03-05T18:42:00.001-08:00

Dont judge it by its appearance,look Simple yet Yami ... Limited edition o, haha! This is Nian Gao with Han Zi, My fav!! Prepared by mami earli morning...

I dont know if i am easily jealous type, I feel tat somehow my ma is Pian Xin de lol, her focus is always on Kor de .. maybe he more smart, somemore "nan de ma".. when comes to his matter, she will reali jing xin jing li de. Maybe i am e rebellious type ba, always talk back to her. But everthing mami say, my kor will juz Orh..Orh ..Orh.. very guai hor, Tats y she teng ta bi jiao duo ba, if my bro got any request and nit my help, she want me to do immediately de lol.. *sad* There is always a gd n bad person de ma, sadly i am e bad de. he is always e "hao hao ren" Haiz! feel very sour now in my heart manz. keke! hao la, i admit i am jealous now lol .wahaha! hope one day i can be someone's focus also. :)

Really like my blog, somethngs i wana share but dunno who to share wit.. thanks to PL for creatin this for me.. :D

~Life is like a book, Each day a new page wit new adventures to experience, lessons to learn and good deeds to replicate.. Hab a colourful day!!! ^^

美丽星期六 ...

2011-03-04T21:34:00.000-08:00

Today is gona be a relaxing day for me, hab been quite busy for e past few wks since new yr period.. busy wit work and hosting my aust frenzs, so fast oo, they went back to Melbourne for a week le. Its been a long time since i stay at home during weekend, feel kind of funny.. but i feel tat i need to slow down my pace, occupy wit so many things like work n frenzs, haben had a reali gd time to rest n realise tat i dont hab time for myself + family. Everday after work, juz eat dinner n off to my rm, din talk to them muchi. I hope to make it a point to hab breakfast with mami every weekend and bring her for shopping once a mth. Quite worried for her, she haben been in good health for quite some time.. :( at times i feel lost and bad, i dunno what can i do to help her, e most i can do is.. spend more time with her. (".) and study n work veri hard so tat my parents dont hab to be so xinku,hopefully Papa can retired earli.. n take care of mami. :)

~Happiness is like a butterfly, U run after it, it will keep flying away.. If you stand still it comes and sits on your shoulder..~

03/03/2011~Thursday

2011-03-03T04:15:00.000-08:00

Just like any other day, today is a busy day.. Recently hab been feeling very down and moody, dont know is it beocoz i am sick lei. Feel specially lonely.. But thank god, i hab lovely people around me, who show concern by askin how i am and this reali comfort me a lot, which reali warm my heart. These few days hab been a very tiring for me..use double energy to work, details shldnt share it here. Nobody understand. haiz! Everyone hab their own problem, so... i shldnt give ppl problem. I will just take what i can, do what i can,and hab been trying hard to ctrl my emotion, Patients are my focus at work & Family are my focus after work.

Counting down to end of this month, that's e day tat i am free. heard a lot about me.. which i find it very ridiculous and oni those who know me knows what type of person i am. I will ignore those comment. :(( If those "outsider" believe what they hab heard, w/o justifying, there is nothing for me to explain or say. I oni hab one word to say : disappointed. (".) Wo wen xin wu Kui..
When i am nice to ppl, they step on my head, when i become firm, they say i am proud.
I juz wana be myself ... Ignore therapy is e best for me now. God, Pls give me strength to move on...

~Aana, Ni Yi Ding Yao Jia You Oo ... Bu Ke Yi Fang Qi!!!! ~ jia you~jia you~ JIA YOU!~ (",)v

Sunday 27/02/2011

2011-02-26T21:58:00.000-08:00

Today Xin Xue Lai Chao.. Think of making some cupcakes. My first attempt on my own w/o mami's help lei..keke! Hmm.. More like especially when you see the people who eat ur cake and e smile n compliment/feedback frm them. Really feel a sense of fulfilment.. will try out more things when i hab e time.. hahaz! must start to learn cookin and baking liao, standby first juz in case i meet my Mr Right.. wahahaha! ^^

My BlueBerry CupCakes... :D

Ready to bake...

Wednesday 23/02/2011 ("v")"v")

2011-02-26T21:40:00.000-08:00

Ai Xin Fish Porridge from mami ...

Hab been feeling sick since Tuesday, Down with Fever at night til wednesday. Kor had their photoshot, got to be their driver and help them carry thier things and help future Da Sao Change , so cant afford to feel sick, took panadol and follow them through.. Its a long tiring day but enjoy it.. Yi dian Do bu xin ku oh, and even forgot tat i having fever. Becoz seeing them so xinfu and kai xin during e photoshot. So sweet!! hahaz! Yes, I am envy lol.. Ta Men Yi Ding Hui Hen Xin Fu De!!!! ("v")"v") Kor really Luv her a lotz a lotz.. Hope tat i can find one that i love and he love me even more de.. haiz! Nvm.. good thing is worth waiting..

20/02/2011

2011-02-19T22:50:00.000-08:00

Like tis pic much, coz i had a hard time climbing up.. hahaz!

Went to Zoo wit buddies yesterday.. My god! My 2 legs are like jelly liao lo, til today still feel tat way.. we walk e whole day and went to night safari.. tink we reali burn a lot of fats.. hahaz! but overall we good despite of e tiredness..

This morning, Went to bai bai with pa m mi.. best part is i drove them there.. yea! and aftertat drop them off at stat, n drove e car back home.. e problem is a no sense of direction gal like me, spend 5 mins+ to park my car, trying to make it straight in e parking lot, til i give up.. so now my car is wai de.. dont care la, as long as in can le.. keke! One fine day, i will made it de, juz hab to practise more.. best part lei, m "lu chi" lo.. 23/2 got to be kor's driver to drive them around for photo shot.. hahaz! and best is e photgrapher will be in e car also. ALAMAK! pray hard tat day sui sui hor.. :P Yea.. On leave on 23/2 .. Yipee! cant wait for 7 mar to come.. kuai lai ar..

14 Feb 2011,情人节

2011-02-14T04:40:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine Day!! (''v")"v")

This year, my valentine hasn't appear yet.. had to work today so my patients are all my valentine lol.. hahaz! had a mini celebration with my colleague n doc, happy that i am always blessed with nice ppl around. Guess i got to wait longer for my valentine to come ba,hopefully soon ba,lets wait for another year, maybe got susprise from god.. hahaz!
Went home after work.. When Pa reach home and saw me:

Pa: Today is valentine day, U din go out to celebrate ar?
Me: My valentine is both of U loz, thats y i am home ma
Mami: Go find one la, dont be choosey then next yr u can celebrate liao.
Me: Ma, u think so easy get one meh, like go market buy vegetable ar..
Pa: Lai ar, Lai ar.. Who wana date my nu er, come and Q up..
Me: (-.-"') hahaz! (what a cute parents i hab) but they make my day lah..

Haben been blogging for a long time, tink since 2011 ba.. hahaz! oppss.. getting more n more lazy liao.. well.. what hab i been doing all this while, tired of slacking so i went to work temp, but now how i wish i can slack, coz its so tiring.. ai yo! whats my problem loz. Oh, My awesome frenzs frm Aust is here, they will be staying for abt 4 weeks. Woo.. *Jealous* coz we were in melbourne for oni 3 weeks.. *wink wink* so fast loz. We hab been bring them to places like boat quay ar, sentosa, chinatown for dim sum.. (wuu.. food is heaven manz) well.. now then i know being a tour guide can be very tiring but afterall if you see their smiles and everyone is enjoying, its worth while afterall.. and best part is I enjoy myself too.. :D This coming Sat plan is gona be Zoo and Night Safari, its gona be another long day, but am excited abt night safari coz its my first time there too.. *thinking: Am i s'porean or tourist like them.. erm..* wahahaz! :P

Tomorrow is My or I would say Corhort 0109 BIG day ... Our Graduation Day!! Am so excited about it, took leave long ago.. Finally it has come to an end, All the sweat, tears, efforts, hardwork and hopefully No blood ... hahaz! are pay off ... No matter what results we get, I am sure all of us has put in our best effort, and things are not gona end here. Everyone hab their own plans, maybe NS for guys, for those wit good results may want to continue to pursue a higher level of studies (diploma), Or start their career path first and continue to upgrade themselves.. Wish everyone all e best for their future.. Continue to Jia You Oh... (",)v

HAPPY 2011!!!!!!!

2011-01-02T23:54:00.001-08:00

My last night of 2010 & first morning of 2011 spend wit them ....

Here comes 2011, wonder what my next step is gona be...Hopefully, My sponsored Hospital approved my appeal to Diploma course. Thats what i hab been looking for 2 years ago, finally!! I made it.. Right Now.. My Plan A : while waiting for poly get a PT job, so that i can survive til my next sponsorship. Plan B: If not approved, I got to work for 2 years and then back to my dip course. I shall wait patiently for their reply.

This 2011 is gona be full of excitment.. Jan : Malaysia trip wit G4, follow by Jun: Kor's wedd, Aug: Trip wit Sec frenzs to celebrate our 14 years & 20 years of friendship.. Last but not least : End of year trip to Japan, mine & Jie's Dream... Hopefully dreams fulfill tis year... :D

Ready for 2011 ???

2010-12-28T19:09:00.000-08:00

Ho..Ho..Ho.. We hab just send santa home, and soon we are gona say Bye to 2010 and Hello 2011 ... How hab 2010 been for U? Is it good or bad? Recently, i was flipping through my diary, to my susprise, I found a page which i wrote "Resolution for 2010", I even forgot tat i hab set it, and while i was going through the list, I found tat most of the things that i set, i accomplish it. The feeling was really great! I believe tat God has a plan for everyone, If this year is a good year for you, continue to pray for a better one next year, If its not.. Dont feel dishearted, 2011 is gona be a new and good start for you. Dont look at the past, otherwise you cant see the future. Most impt is Never Lose Faith In Whatever U Do.. Yao Jia You Oo..!!! Confidence is half way to success.. :D

Our simple yet meaningful christmas celebration ...

Christmas Dinner @ Carousel ... :D

Our Gift Exchange ...

My Christmas gifts...

2010-12-21T05:08:00.001-08:00

This christmas hab you count ur blessings? Apart from how wealthy u are, how high ur rank is in ur workplace or anywhere, BUT the one who walks along with you in ur life.... U will feel that ur reward will be greater than what you think you hab ... Magic word "Cherish"
Best Wishes to All ...& 2011 will definately be a better year for U guys.. Cheers!

They are part of my wealthSsss ... (",)V

My FAMILY (Father And Mother I Love You)

My cousin + sista + best frenz ... :D

We share e same goal and work hard together for 2 years...

We were tog since ITE 2001 til now.... Besties for 10 years ...

We are together since Primary and Secondary School time...

FINALE

2010-12-15T02:56:00.000-08:00

O lay lay O lala... Today.. Yes Today!!! 2 yrs of hard work, sweat, tears, energy, sleepless and stressful night during exam, effort, blood (maybe) FINISH LE.. I finally finish the race in one piece.. hahaz! I would say its not easy to come to this far and til the end. 10 years of dream, I finally made it. From a person who dont even know what is bedpan til now ready to be an enrolled nurse. WAH SAY!

I feel that i have grow a lot during this 2 years of studies in ITE, the teachers really put in so muchi effort to mould us to become a gd nurse. Without them, there wouldnt be us. :) ITs 2 yrs hab been a fruitful years for me, I nvr tried so hard to get gd results, setting goals in my life. During this 2 years, i got opportunities to go for YEP to do volunteer work, and GEP Australia trip for exchange programme. I really thank god for giving me what i want in life. My next goal is to go for diploma next yr, hopefully i got it as well. Woohoo! After hard work, its time to enjoy before we move on to our next chapter of life.

The Long waited day ...

2010-12-03T23:30:00.000-08:00

This day hab finally come... 04/12/2010. After putting in so muchi sweat, blood, and time. Haben been sleeping well for e past few days, worrying this worrying that, Pre test symptom. Practising like hell forthe past 2 days, after mornin shift and then go for practise til 10+pm, next day morning shift and go practise again. Everything finally pay off ... YES! I made it manz.. really wana thank all the instructors who taught me, being patient wit me and not forgetting their encouragement. All the credits goes to them.

Since yesterday i was praying for good weather, hoping that everything will be smooth, but... God really put me on trial loz, while i was doing my warm up.. the sky starts to turn dark and starts to drizzle. I was praying tat the weather will not get worse and hopefully will be gd again. BUT... juz as i was about to start my driving test. It starts to rain and it gets heavier and heavier.. OH MY!!! Thats the thing i fear most, coz vision will be poor when the rain gets heavier and heavier, i try to keep calm and really focus as much as i can, i have to look relax also, to prove to the tester i am confidence. Alamak! 2nd thing is i hab difficulty shifting the gears, (by the way, i am taking manual car) Wah piang a..the whole process i was really struggling and having cold sweat loz. Lucky thing god is still kind to me, to have a nice tester, not a fierce looking one that freak me out.

After i end my test, i can finally breath normally, when we get out of the car, the tester turn and ask me, "How you find your driving?" very bad is it?? After i hear that, i was like "Oh shit manz! thats it! But i reply him, i find it Ok not that bad, i was oni nervous. Then he nod his head, and continue walking to the tester room. I was asked to wait outside. I waited for some time and a lady who was after me got her result outside the rm and her tester told her that she passed her test. I was happy for her too, becoz tis was her 2nd atempt. Not long after, my tester came and ask me to go into the rm, In my heart, was like... OH NO!!! then he told me that i got to improve on my parking, and last question he ask me again, So do you think you pass? I was like.... Sir, I fail is it? Then he say: "No, U passed ur test".. The fear has finally gone and i keep thanking the tester. That was what i went through the whole morning.

1/12/2010 (Wednesday)

2010-12-01T00:42:00.000-08:00

Morning shift today, Woohoo! Apart from the struggling and dragging myslf out of the bed early in the morning to prepare myself for work. Afterall i still love my morning shifts. Yippee! Time pass super doper fast manz. Just blinking n wink wink.. its break time, another blink blink and wink wink.. Time to end shift.. hahaz!

Something saddening happen today which i dont wish to face. Everyday, when i step into the ward, I will pray hard that this patient is still around, but today, when i step in and found tat my patient passed away, i cant help feeling sad and in my heart i feel like crying, i keep controlling my emotion, trying to treat it normally. But i keep thinking about my grandma, 2 yrs ago she passed away due to cancer too, til now, I still cant get over with it, my mind keep flashing those days when she is very sick til her very last breath. (T.T)

When i walk pass the family members, I dont even dare to look at them, but i reali can feel the pain of losing their love ones. I hope as days or years goes by in my nursing line, I will learn to be stronger and accept things with a open heart.

Tuesday 30/11/2010

2010-11-30T06:56:00.000-08:00

Just came home from noon shift, super tired + sleepy. But just dont feel like sleeping so early. Becoz after i wake up will be working again. YAP! Morning shift... Is like very funny loz, my patients are very cute, some will ask me when they see me in the morning.. Eh, Missy ah.. U din go home since yesterday ar.. I will always laugh and tell them, yes i did, i just came this morning. Then the patient will Orh... hahaz! How i wish this attachment to end soon. counting down day by day.. hoping to receive good news. Good luck to me or rather us.
Wahahaha.. Guess what? Its Pay Day..

Beautiful Monday

2010-11-15T05:15:00.001-08:00

Juz came home after my shift, but starting to feel sicky, oh god! tink becoz my house hab too strong virus, hope i can fight against it,aldy taken meds n gona sleep early tonight. I dont wish to do any replacement, though i love this posting. hahaz!

Lets talk abt My first posting to K.K hospital, Its a long waiting posting since my yr 1, finally here i am.. First day in this ward, Yes as usual one blur sotong, dont know wat is going on, how everything works. But not too bad, seeing childrens reali make my day, but not for e childrens who see us in uniform.. hahaz! coz they will be tinking "oh no, medication, injections, etc". I learn some things today, dealing with kids is not easy, we reali nit to hab a lot of patience, a lot of coaxing, and be frenz with them. Which jialing and I manage to do it..hahaz! At first, this little kid is so scared of us, everytime she see us, she will start to cry. But slowly we try to talk n play with her, she starts to open up. we can see that her fear in us, slowly fade off. One of e minor achievement that we hab done. I juz love to work at Paediatric ward.. Generally, everything went well, nurses are helpful n friendly.. Gona enjoy my whole posting here :D

Super Sunday

2010-11-14T03:25:00.000-08:00

Have been back from Australia for 3 weeks.. still haben get over with it. There is oni ONE word to describe Melbourne "AWESOME".. love everything there, even hab plans to go back there to work in near future.. hahaz! hope it will come true.

Today's plan is to meet Shirley, Teck Hwee and most impt Baobei Shyanne.. at first, i got so worried abt e weather manz, thank goodness... we manage to meet up in e end despite of e rainy weather... Yipee! we had a good time together.. Finally, Baby shyanne din sleep when we meet. hee..hee.. :D look forward to our next meeting ..

Counting Down 2 more days ...

2010-10-01T06:10:00.001-07:00

Oh.. Happy Childrens'Day! Cant even remember when was the last time i celebrate childrens' day.. hahaz!

Went to CNCC to get our cert and after which we head back to school to get e things and documents settled. 4 of us are getting more and more excited about it manz. Wonder our buddies share e same excitment as we are having now. hahaz! Oh, today then i realised that our flight is @ 2335. Will be reaching airport @ 9pm.

Recently, my family did a lot for me.. My ma was so worried that my health is weak, she make a lot of herbal tea for me, my pa went all e way to chinatown to change $$ for me, as he heard from his frenz that chinatown exchange rate is higher, juz by a few $$ he travel all e way down after a long tiring work. I was really touched. Not forgetting tat my brother went with me to get a laptop and bought a laptop cover for me, he say it would be easy for me to bring to Melbourne. At times, i feels that i am nelgected by my family members, but actually i am not. I am going to miss my family a lot when i am at melbourne. I realise that "Happiness can be very simple", the little care n actions, make me feel so warm in my heart. :)

Finally, all e packing is almost done. Going to spend more time with my family these 2 days. Not as if i am going for 3 months or 3 years but i wana treasure every moments with them. :D Hopefully, i will bring them proud.

Back again

2010-09-29T02:40:00.000-07:00

My blog has been neglected for a long time since Aug. Now its time to revive it. hahaz! Remember e last time i wrote i was applying for Aust exchange program, I made it.. oh no.. i shld say WE made it, Feeroz, Khai, Esther + myself. We will be going together, so so so happy about it. For the past 2 weeks, we hab been busy preparing e things and of coz our mood, cant wait to go manz.

In e beginning, we were so afraid tat we cant go due to some reasons, but all thanks to Mrs Tang n Mrs Tan, they really fight for us. This friday, we will be going down to collect our certificate + meet up with Mrs Tan again before we set off on 3rd Oct (Sun) @ 2345hrs. Count down with us, its only 4 days away, its time to start packing our mood n bags aldy. If you are interested to find out how we are doing there,Come here for more updates ... :)

Home alone ...

2010-08-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

Wouuu.. my blog is like dead for a long time. Now its time to revive it. Thanks to YOG, we hab a 2 weeks vocation manz. But 2 wks seem short for me, its gona be a busy holidays, doing project, preparing for Aust Exchange Programme interview, and going for driving lesson.

I went to apply for the Aust Exchange Programme, juz submitted the report and waiting to be call for e interview. Although i always tell myself n others, take it easy "If i can go, i will go" but deep in my heart, I really hope to be choosen and it is definately a rare and precious time. I hab to be one of the strongest one to be able to make it there. :) most impt of all to prepare myself to do my very best to prove my ability. Let natural take place ba. :D

School Reopen loo...

2010-07-16T20:02:00.000-07:00

2 weeks has gone since school reopen and guess wat? I feel that my brain is empty, still now i hab yet to learn anything. kinda worry manz. This semester is a critical one, we cant afford to drop or slack. Maybe we are too used to Powerpoint teaching and copying notes for e past one yr+. We are stil not able to adopt to this teacher teaching, she prefer us to do discussion n research among our grp. In tat case, we must well do SDL, Y? go to school. Maybe she has her reason to do it, she wana train us "Poly Style". Haiz!! How huh? If this goes on, we got to do SDL loz. Somemore She give us homework to do over e wkend loz, and i hab no clue how to do it manz. GOD!!! cant access to e-tutor somemore. :((

Feast Before School Starts ...

2010-07-02T06:52:00.000-07:00

After hard work during attachment and before MORE stress comes when school reopen, we had a mini feast.. hahaz! Had a great time eating today, after a steamboat we had "high tea" @ bakerinz.. catching up with one another.

Wow.. finally we left with one more semester to go.. JIA YOU all e way, cant wait to go back to school to finish the course and begin my working life. This semester will be a tiring one for me, got to study and go for driving lessons at the same time,hopefully i can manage my time well. :)

Finally I start to move on..

2010-06-19T21:31:00.000-07:00

Rise and Shine! Its a special day, Today is my first drivng lesson. So damn nervous sia, thank god i got a good instructor, keep reminding me to calm dwn. Finally got a hang of how is it like driving. the feeling was "SCARY". No doubt there is a lot to learn for e first lesson, the instructor told me that driving is not about "Memorising" the steps, is more of Familiarizing and getting use to it. Learn a lot today. I finally made e first step after passing my final theory half a year ago. hee..hee.. Cant wait for my next lesson. Look forward to see my progress and moving towards to get a driving license. This will be one of my goal for this year.

World Blood Donor Day 12/06/2010

2010-06-12T10:07:00.000-07:00

Last Day of Posting

2010-06-10T18:26:00.000-07:00

9 weeks of training has come to an end today, FINALLY! This attachment has been a fruitful one for me, learn a lot of things from e sisters and ward staffs. Thank god for all e nice selfless nurses who take e effort to teach and guide us despite of their busy work schdule.

The last 2 weeks posting at IMH is a great experience, i always wanted to know how is it like working there, the first day i step into the place, the first feeling was fearful. It took me 2 days to get used to e environment,but i was still not very comfortable, in my heart i was praying for the posting to end faster, but after 1 week of posting, getting to know e patients behaviour and begin to create a bond wit them by talking to them, playing with them. Afterall e experience is not tat bad. I enjoy most is when they smile at u when u try to make them smile.

Today is e last day in e ward le, kind of gota miss them, i really enjoy this "SPECIAL" posting. I would want to go back to work as a staff one of this days. :)

Y?Y?Y?

2010-05-29T07:50:00.000-07:00

Recently a lot of things happen? Unexpectedly..Unbelievable.. Is it a bad year? I feel so lost, so tired, so stress, emotionally and physically restless.. i cant tink properly. Everyday running around, busy here busy there.. din sleep well and even not enuff sleep. Y? Y one thing after another? God.. Please be with us through tis time, we nit ur blessing..

Reali hope tat everything will be fine soon and back to normal.. i dont know I or i shld say how much more energy we hab le. hope e dark time will be over soon.

Reflection ...

2010-04-24T19:39:00.000-07:00

2 weeks of attachment has gone, what hab i learnt beside dojng e skills and helping the ADL of e patients. On friday, Its a bluez day for me. Got a bomb frm mdm Lee, She post a question to me, actually not juz myself but all my others frenzs, " How muchi you know ur patients?" I was stun, other than telling her their dignosis and those hrly para thingz, tats all i can tell her.. I dont know e management and rationale behind the care. At tat time, I feel so ... reali lost of words at tat time. I dont knw how to describe the feelings. perviously Mr de leon ask me a question, "How can i be different frm the rest to get a "A".. Now I know where i go wrong, and things i shld take note. I hab always overlook the proper care for the patient, We are suppose to bring back to gd health and not juz oni taking care of their ADL. I shld stop staying at year 1, Frm now on, I must read more and be a Thinking Nurse.
Reali thank her for that manz, her words reali struck my heart.. Time to wake up and improve myself...

*Diligence is e onli shortout to success"

Bro's graduation Day

2010-04-18T04:25:00.001-07:00

Yesterday After his graduation ceremony, We went to shopping for some furniture,as Kor say his cupboard is old and in bad condition. He will be using mine first at the meantime. Wow! I got a new cupboard and a new study table for myself @ Ikea. Wuu huu! After shopping, went for dinner before we headed home.

Today is a busy day, Yap.. Housekeeping!! A lot of packing, throwing, dismentling and moving job.. My ma say magiam moving house.. hahaz! My bro was saying, everything is new in my room now except for my bed.. hee..hee.. Now my room look so big, my clothes and things are all packed in the bags.. Feel as though i juz moved into a new room. So excited waiting for my new cupboard to arrive on tuesday. :))

count dwn to 8 weeks ....

2010-04-16T08:29:00.000-07:00

Today is friday which means 1 week of attachment is gone. Dont know why, i juz dont like attachment, very xinku loz... I prefer to go school wor, though long hours but e time pass very fast lay, then y in hospital so slow lay. Haiz!
Lucky today is a busy day, time pass a bit faster.. I juz upload my YEPtrip video on FB, this is the 2nd time i create e video le loz, e first time is gone becoz my bro format e whole system software.. I am like OMG! what to do? things that happen cannot be undone ma, so got to accept it loz, re-do e whole thing in 3 days, so for e past 3 days after my noon shift i will do til 1-2am.. Its worth it lah, becoz i wana keep tis memories.. I really miss my team a lot a lotz.

Really glad and lucky tat i went for it. Its something tat is precious to me, I went to the trip with one frenz and when i am back from e trip, i bring back 26 friends.. Frm a stranger til we are so close now, the bond tat we hab. really hope tat this friendship will not end at this moment, but we will meet up often to catcha with each other..

Really Miss the 14 days when we are together...Sleep, eat, smell, laugh,cry, play, watch tv, girl talk, gossip, shout,sing, joke, crazy .......

好久沒有大哭一场了

2010-03-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

Do you remember when is the last time u cried? Is it becoz you lost someone close to you, or is it someone who reali touched ur heart, there are many reasons y one person cry, "Crying" is one of the way ppl express their emotions or they release themselves ...

Tomorrow I am or rather we are going to fly off to vietnam, I tot I wouldnt be missing home.. But i did and started to miss home aldy. This is e first time i m gona leave home for so long, I am taking this trip as a "Independent training" for myself. I hope i will gain more than expected, and grow up of coz not physically but mentally. What is life w/o my mummy by my side? I am too pampered at home. Its time i step out of my comfort zone, learn to do everything by myself.

It reali sadden me, when i come to tink of wat hab i done for my mum? sometimes, its juz a small request from her.. I cant even fufill it. There is a few times she ask me to bring her out for a meal, I will say I am broke or wait til when i hab free time. BUT when will tis FREE TIME really come. She will add on and say Nvm, all i hab to de is to bring me out, and she will pay for the meal tat we eat. I felt so ashamed. Sometimes its not the matter of $$, is the matter of the HEART. Each time i rejected her, the disappointed face that she give me make me feel so bad and guilty. She has worked so muchi and hard for the family, what hab we give her in return? What she want is juz my accompany.

Frm now on, I told myself tat i wana make changes in my life. These are the goals i set for myself:
1. Control my temper
2. Be more patient
3. Bring my mama out at least once a month
4. spend more time wit family/frenzs (balance)
5. Be positive +++
6. give more than expected
7. SMILE more
8. Focus on one thing at a time
9. Pass my Practical Driving Test
10. Do well in my Nursing and get into Polytechnic

2010 is gona be a Fruitful Year... Aana Jia You!! Gambatae ... (",)V

Not just another day ...

2010-03-17T07:48:00.000-07:00

No doubt it has been a tiring week for each of us, reporting to school everyday to do e packing and preparation work before we set off to vietnam. Am happy that i am involved and so are my family. Reali glad tat my family members are actually very supportive, my mum went all e way to pack some of her clothes for donation, she even wanted to donate some $$, My Pa plan to drive me to e airport on Sunday early morning like 4+am as its difficult to get a cab at tat time, and they dont want me to spend $$ to call cab. They even ask me not to buy any souvinoir back for them becoz i am going for volunteer trip. Reali feel touched and encouraging loz.. :D

Well.. its getting nearer and nearer to our YEP trip, Wow.. I am getting more and more excited man, this is the first mission trip tat i am going to.. wonder hows everything is gona be like. Hab been overseas for quite a nos of time, but this trip is gona be a special one. Seriously, I dont know how muchi i can do for them.. but i will try my very best to do what i can. I am sure those friends who are going with me,share this feeling. Lets hab Fun together and make this 14 days an enjoyable one for all of us including them. It will be a great experience .. :)

We're One ...

12/03/2010

2010-03-12T03:39:00.000-08:00

ITs Friday... But its a blue-black friday for me. Juz went for my 3 super doper jab : H1N1, Flu + Tetnus jab.. Cool rite? best part, all at one go loz.. Now my right hand is like damn pain loz. Dont dare to move too muchi, coz tats e hand tat suffer 2 jab together. One thing I find super funny loz.. e doc is trying to distract me by talking to me, then i was like telling e doc can you dont talk to me?! I cant concentrate wat u are talking.. hahaz! then he say Y u scared of injection ar? then i was like.. YA! He say "Orh.. i was trying to distract u ma by talking to u, actually i also scared of injection de. Then i laugh.. hahaha!

Wah..before tat it was reali a long wait loz, too almost e whole noon to wait for e jab. Youliang so cute loz, he say he take aldy immediately whole hand numb + shivering.. make us all scared. Dont know y my hand so pain now lei, initiately.. i was still telling esther not pain de lei, no feel aldy.. but after i come back home, my mama say put hot water on cotton bud then tap on e injection site then e med will spread out.. tmr not pain le.. Y now so PAIN ne??!!!
I still ask my ma "can bath ma?" haha! she say "can la.." then i ask her " then y baby after taking injection cannot bath huh" then she laugh n say " U baby meh... can lah" ahahaha! :P

Tmr is gona be a busy day wor.. Got to go back school for Our yep trip briefing ... then aftertat got class bbq.. Yeah!!!! but aftertat i got family dinner leh, tinking how lay. Ai yoh! Y family dinner always lang-ga with my plan de ... alamak! dont knw how lei..

Exam Fever is now On ....

2010-03-07T00:20:00.000-08:00

Time flies as we always say.. *blink blink* 3 month has gone, damn fast loz. Tmr is exam le, guess everyone is having sympathetic reaction now. hahaz! Dont know y? hab been taking so mani countless of exam le, but still we feel gan jiong each time when exam comes. wellz, maybe thats one of our body reaction ba.

First paper will start off with PCA tmr, after which tues will be bio paper and Woo huu.. will be holidays le.. but right now, my mind is full of bio loz, study PCA halfway suddenly i will think of wat is hormones? Wat is CSF? hahaz! Oh..Oh..wat has it got to do with PCA... :P So mani things to study and remember, hope tomorrow my temporal lobe will work well manzz. Ai yoz a...cant afford to hab a B lei. all effort will be in the "long gang" loz, very pressurized man. Tink tonight will be a sleepless night for me, i aldy prepare myself for that manz. Hope tat everything goes smoothly tmr..

"Success will find a way, Failure will find an excuse" Jia You People!!! Tmr is the day for you to perform after 3 mths of hard work... Give it a best shot!! :D

Bad Experience

2010-02-26T05:14:00.000-08:00

I always hab this phobia to take cab, not sure if its psychological or reali physiological? Everytime i take cab, I will feel sick.. Nausea.. Tats wat i hate man! N part of e reason y i dont like to take cab. Dont know if its a sickness or illness.. then when i take bus, i cant take more than 1 hr.. if not...Yes! Bus sick, When i take plane.. I will hab inbalance air pressure in my ears. I will hab sharp pain when e plane takes off and landing time.. Ai yo! Y like tat? reali pity myself loz. Khai say i nit to check my CNS.. hahaz!

But today i reali buai tahan e driver loz, Y cant he use e straight path? Y must he drive e small road, doing all e turns n driving so fast. Wah.. No joke loz, i nearly puke inside e cab loz, i trying very hard to ctrl myself, tat stupid fellow simply dont care loz. Wah Piang a! Somemore we din put seatbelt wor.. Wah lao a!! Dont wana take cab anymore liao, In future, either i drive or take mrt.. dont wana take risk man! :(

Nice Gathering

2010-02-24T04:27:00.000-08:00

Same as usual spend my weekend very "wisely" pack with programs. Din reali hab a full rest, nvm its still new year period ma, wah! so fast loz, CNY is ending this sunday, ai yoh! i haben collect enuff hong bao lei... haha! Wellz, went for a good buffet @ Riz Calton w Evon,her hubby, little ashli, min,warren n cynndee.. E place is so high class loz, tink got 5 stars ba, reccommended by min, E buffet is good as well. worth e $$ lots of variety. Sorrie din take pics of e food, busy with little ashli.. haha! So damn cute loz she, if god can give me one cute little sweetheart like her enuff liao.. wahaha! (i know, day-dreaming again)

She like e bag we bought for her ..

So happy with her bag..

She is eyeing on e watermelon ... haha!

Gong xi Fa Cai

2010-02-19T22:26:00.000-08:00

Today is "Ren Ri" .. Happy Birthday to All wor.. This year CNY like no feeling lei, dont feel like new year.. juz like any other day. CNY is getting quieter and quieter liao.. dont know yyy?? Mummy say because we grow up le ma, last time when we are still young.. Every CNY, will gather together to relative house, go visiting and play with all e cousins.. now lei, some got their own family liao, some busy with bf, some even migrate to HK.. all like separated. Relative also getting lesser n lesser liao... Sian loz. but wat to do? no matter how, we still got to go on de ma..

Woo.. Next year this day, tink will be working @ hospital loo.. celebrate wit my patients.. haha! Must tink positive ma.. If you are happy, celebrate where also the same de.. Right? Now busy studying for test next week loz.. reali "Tai Ka Tai Xi" loz(cantonese) fall sick during CNY.. hopefully all e suai things all take away,let all good things come... Okido la.. Dont Talk mani mani liao.. Going Esther house bai nian lata... haha!

A Great Experience

2010-02-06T05:45:00.000-08:00

Today We had our IV therapy Phrase(Practical) Test, Waah piang a! We reach sch @ 0730am, and guess wat? esther went in @ 1030am, and i went @ 11am loz, I was so nervous and worried tat we are not able to make it for the "dining in the dark program". I will tell u more lata, lets talk abt e phrase test, I was reali damn nervous loz,(I knw i am not e oni one). Guess who i kana? Ms doris lim and a new teacher(i tink so, coz i haben seen her before) ok, watever it is.. i was so scared loz, imagine instead of 2 eyes looking @ u, is 4 eyes loz. my heart pumping so fast tat it nearly pop out loz. oh man!

But in the end, is e new teacher who assess me, she is reali very nice loz.. ai yah, i forgot to ask for her name lay, hope she will be my next CP teacher loz.. :D Anyway, whatever it is.. its over. Lets move on, e next challenge will be Geron test on Monday.. Oh dear, heard tat some of my frenzs dont reali hab e mood to study for e test on monday.. Hope they will be beta after a good sleep tonite.. Rem wat teacher say : Life still(skills) hab to get on... haha!

Lucky we manage to make it for e "dining in the dark" U must be tinking wat is it all abt? The objective of tis program is to put ourselves into their shoes. Before this, i was telling esther, if we cant make it for tis program, then dont go loz.. Now i wana say it will be a regret if we dont go. Its reali a rare opportunity man, U can nvr imagine the fear tat they are having. When I first step into the totally dark dining plc (its reali dark til it makes no diff whether u open or close ur eyes).. I reali feel the fear, in my mind.. i was thinking wat is it going to happen? how am i going to eat? i feel so alone @ tat time.. Where is everyone? tat feeling is reali... i dont know how to express.. everything u do, u got to use ur hand n heart to feel.. Now i understand y the blind has a very sensitive senses.. :) its not easy to accept the fact, i feel the most difficult part is how u choose to face it...

To: Rahman, Jia You!!
All of us...

Getting ready for the experience/challenge...

Mid of e week le ...

2010-02-03T01:41:00.001-08:00

Everyone is so busy nowadays.. hardly see anyone updating their blog. dont know y i feel so tired so easily recently, can easily fell aslp de loz and best part i even din hear my alarm ring in e morning.. often got to jump out of e bed after looking at e time.. haha!

Phase test is coming this saturday, ai yoh! seriously til now i still blur blur de loz, dont reali know e steps, juz agar agar oni.. but lucky got 2 more days to practise.. i keep telling myself to jia you! hang on there, coz after this phase test no more le.. Geron test on monday loz.. ai yoh!!! Y got so "mani present" before e CNY.. "Advance "HongBao" from e sch izzit?!.. hahaz! :P Woo guess wat? Esther and i will be going for a program "Dining in the dark" on saturday. So excited about it.. Becoz we get to reali experience the situation tat the blind is facing.. how they manage their Daily living.. which i find is interesting loz, will update after we hab went for it.. :D
One thing i must learn, To stay Positive to Hab a stress free life... YEAH!

Finally its Friday !!!!

2010-01-29T04:40:00.001-08:00

I hab been hanging there for a long time, desperately need a break man.. now suffering from mental block le.. today school end early but had to stay in school for e YEP meeting.. Had a super long day, our "character" thingz end about 5+pm, and after which follow by a meetin wit e teachers regarding e blood drive thingz.. Wah!! by e time reach home is about 7+pm liao.. but i feel pity for e teachers man, imagine we leave e sch le, they still having meeting in sch.. Wah Say! tats e back end job of e teachers tat we dont know. They more tiring loz.. Lucky my aimbition is not to be a teacher man.. Oops! haha!

CNY is coming in abt 2 weeks time.. so fast right? come to think about it, what hab i done or achieve in 2009... hmm.. maybe i successfully pass my yr 1 nursing n my final driving theory ... wahahaha! what abt urs? U dont hab to get big achievement to be happy, wat is more impt is e satisfaction u feel within urself.

Aana is still hanging on there ... :)

Tiring Day ...

2010-01-27T07:38:00.000-08:00

As usual ... I am always tired. E fact is indeed i am reali tired, Everyday busy with so mani things, projects, never ending tests.. By e time i reach home aldy half dead. My ma keep asking me to sleep earli @ night. I wish i could man. Sch end abt 5-6pm everyday by e time i reach hm abt 7pm. Shower + eat.. 7+ - 8pm le.. Very limit time left to do revision loz. Ai yoh! Y time always pass so fast in school.. now is week 4 liao lay. In CP, is like One day = One year like tat.. hahaz.. i know i being"Kua Zhang loz"

Today end sch at 3pm, went home to hab a shower, take dinner and off for meeting wit e NTU ppl @ HSA til about 9pm. Treat ourselves Starbuck coffee to recharge ourselves for tonight. Gona burn midnight oil liao.. Tmr sure Emo in class de loz.. ENdure ENdure MUST Endure!!!!!!

I beta get going now....

Monday Blue-Black.. haha!

2010-01-25T05:10:00.001-08:00

Haben been blogging for a long time le. Hmm.. wat hab i been doing lately? Wat else but study ne? yea! Today juz got our first bio science test 1.. I wouldn say its difficult n i wouldnt say its easy.. its e matter of how well we study loz. After taking this paper, I nearly hab a heart attack, can you believe tat i actually got e ans for 2 similar questions wrong?? One for e Mock test n today's paper.. My goodness! Reali heartache loz, my marks!!!!! Alamak.. Nvm, i will double triple make sure i get it right for my exam.

Juz share a bit for e bonding camp tat i juz went on last fri and sat, despite of e test today, we still manage to enjoy our camp. Especially our sentosa team building, We had amazing race and we build our own raft.. It was reali fun and i reali like my teamates man, united, one for all, all for one.. we dont blame each other for any mistake and we work together to solve the problem.. which i reali like it lotz.. Though we din not win any prize, but inside all our hearts.. we hab won.. "GUESS" did a great job!!! cant wait to go for e vietnam trip loz.. :)

*will upload some pic soon.. or you can view it at FB

So IRRITATED ...

2010-01-15T18:59:00.001-08:00

What a Saturday morning i hab man???? Free WAKE UP CALL loz.. Tot i could wak up late becoz is weekend.. But one after another alarm clock... Is always either e construction work or e garang guni ... Oh god!!!! Can they juz work mon-fri? Or start work slightly later during e weekend?? Can you imagine those who slept late e previous night or juz came back earli morning after their work, finally can hab a good sleep.. then waken up by all this noise... Is damn irritatin de loz.. My god!!

Thursday bluezz..

2010-01-14T04:36:00.000-08:00

Heard of thursday bluezz? Guess is only for me ba. Today got Insulin phase test for us, Piang a.. Damn nervous loz. I know this is not e first phase test wat, but somehow tis feeling will keep coming everytime it comes to phase test. I will nvr forget e first time i took e phase test, i still rem is "Transfering patient". Its reali a nightmare to me, e moment i step into e room.. My mind went blank, I juz couldnt tink of anything, I wana to give up at tat time, til now when i think of it i am still so frightened. but keep telling myself, no matter wat i must continue wit it. Thank god, i manage to pass in e end, but i was reali disappointed with myself. Everything went well during practising, but .. when it comes to actual test, i couldnt perform well.. I wonder how could i overcome this fear man, and when will i forget abt tis n move on.

Lucky today phase test was ok, i think i can pass ba.. Damn it.. I forgot to let e teacher check e medi again before i give to e "patient" loz. My god! and worst thing is it din come into my mind at all lei... I hope teacher wouldnt minus a lot of marks.. Ai yoz! I tell myself its over liao, stop thinking abt it. But still keep thinking eversince i finish e test til now.. haiz! Happy tat one test is over..

Monday Bluezz + Purple ...

2010-01-11T05:48:00.000-08:00

Today is a long hard day man.. I should say everyday... This year is reali a hectic + Tedious year loz. How am i gona survive?? Super stress manz, Couldnt reali sleep well at night, even when its weekend, i wake up earli as well. Juz my auto alarm clock in my body wakes me up. But physically,I am so tired.. Hopefully things will get beta.

Juz watch e show "Xin Qing Da Dong". Its reali a damn nice and realistic show loz. Today's episode is about a mother left home 3 yrs ago and how e father manage to look after his 5 childrens. Is reali saddening loz. And guess wat? I cried throughout while watching e programme. I juz couldnt ctrl my feelings n tears juz keep rolling, even when i was sharing some tots with my ma. She says: "Ai yoh! Y u cry til so jia luck even when taliking to me?".. I dont know how to reply.. I juz feel so lucky n comfort though i am not living a luxury life,but my family members are together loz, and we dont hab to face bad financial problem. sometimes i feel tat i am reali 生在福中不知福... Always not content loz.. From now on, must learn to appreciate what is given to me, no matter good or bad.

Is it reali tat nice ??

2010-01-10T04:31:00.000-08:00

Because of this loaf of bread, I search high n low @ both of e NTUC to get this .. Is it reali tat nice? til e breads run out so fast.. Hahaz! Or because it is so economic?.. Such big loaf only cost $1.65 (u.p) now offer only cost $1.45 ... So CHEAP!!! Wahaha! Ya I know i m behaving more like auntie nowadays..

Now i reali know How impt Savings ar.. You wouldnt know when raining days will come? so can only starts saving now. Juz read an article which taught ppl how to save ? Which i feel is quite useful. In the past, I always tell myself, "I will save at the end of the month,e extra $$ i hab left after all my expense." but end up.. there will nvr hab any remaining. :(

Now i realise tat my method is wrong... Savings shld always be from the beginning of e month, not e end... Frm e article it says, Every month set aside 10% of ur total income as ur saving and if possible try to open another a/c mainly for savings. U can increase ur savings as the year goes by. After reading it, I find tat its quite effective and decide to follow this method. Wahaha! :P

New Toy ..

2010-01-08T05:40:00.001-08:00

Today is a totally "flat" day.. School end at 1pm, Then went with Esther to collect her passport @ lavender. Aftertat we went to e Hawker Centre @ Golden Mill to eat "Hia Mee", Is damn nice and BIG bowl loz, and it cost only $3 wor.. WOW!! hahaz! Din manage to take e pic of it.(too eager to eat) Mahahaha! Travel back to school, to submit our forms n etc for e trip de. Cant wait for our camp to come. Then we went shop shop awhile @ Tampines..

After which I went to mit my frenz to buy Camera, Y suddenly e urge to buy? Wellz, I hab been wanting to get one, I tot i could save some $$ for camera becoz i got e LG viewty which i find e cam is gd enuff.. But recently, I find tat my phone always gets low batt easily + it starts to hab slow effect when taking pic and most heartache is some pic i feel tat e pic is well taken but it also turn out to be quite blur as well.. in e end, kinda disappointed. So decided to get one camera instead.

After walking around Little india to search for Camera. I ended up @ home only @ 8pm, I am so dead tired now....

After i bought e camera, I feel kinda heartache loz, but come to think of it, actually quite a good deal, Its has a special function called " Make up mode" is like photoshop thingy.. 12.1 megapix, video, and its comes with a free pouch, 8G memory card + an extra batt.. In e end,Actually Its quite a worth one.. and last but not least, it comes with my fav color. Yea man!

3rd day of school

2010-01-06T05:41:00.000-08:00

Today is e 3rd day of school and we are aldy drain out, what can we say except .. Stress and tired... Time table is super or i should say quite tedious, almost everyday.. starts at 8am, end at 5-6pm.. oh man! Not muchi time left for revision at hm after school.. Oops! I m not complaining here, juz grumbling ... hahaz! by e time i reach home, aldy half dead.. my batt are flat man. Wellz.. Juz pray hard, I can make it through this semester.. I very scared my results will drop loz, which i die die also cannot let it drop.. Haiz! Now can only pray to god.. Give me more energy so tat i can push myself harder to keep moving on.. (".)

Jia You..Jia You..Jia You... "If U think U can, U can de.." U are who U think U are..."

Oh.. i hab finally tried e Milky Foot thingz on sunday, not bad wor, e first feeling is shiok.. reali smoothing to e foot loz.. but hor after a few days, when e dead skin starts to peel, its kind of painful wor( like pricking pain).. My ma say my foot looks disgusting now coz my skins are starting to peel off... now e feeling is like uncomfortable loz,coz e skin is dangling .. now i cant use "manual peel off" coz i am suppose to wait for it to peel of by itself...

Hope to see my "baby foot" soon ... Ahahaha!

What a mess ??

2010-01-02T06:27:00.000-08:00

I finally finsh clearing e mountain of Books and Clothes in my cupboard.. its enough to tire me out man. Din realise i was keeping so mani rubbish , my god!!

Well.. Now is so muchi beta, hopefully i can maintain it.Hee..Hee! Owww.. Its gona be school reopen soon, feel so lazy loz.. I was telling my ma, I am going for a war soon.. hahaz!

Finally ...

2009-12-26T19:46:00.000-08:00

Finally Finished e christmas celebration, hab been out wit frenzs for 3 full days.. everyday i will be home nearly 12am frm morning.. my god!! so damn tired. Best part is.. when i finally give myself a break, I m starting to fall sick le.. having sore throat and flu now, + my body are breaking ... i gona rot at home for e whole week til 31st man.

One more week to go man, before school reopen.. Time to Work hard again. I can feel e stress now man, tink i must work double hard for this coming year le, coz din reali did well for e past papers.. Must endure no matter wat, give e best shot for this final year...

Its Christmas Eve !!

2009-12-23T20:21:00.001-08:00

To start off with e christmas eve celebration, Went to watch Avatar with Jie @ Cineleisure ... Thank god! We booked e tickets online, otherwise we hab to join e long marathon Q.. Wow.. e movie is so HOT man, is fully booked for alomost all e sessions. We din watch e 3D version coz its a bit ex + there's no good seats left.

E show is super nice and touching loz, reali worth watching.. but e duration a bit too long liao, i got to hold my bladder til e movie end.. in order not to miss out any parts.. hahaz! i know kind of silly. :P

Aftertat went to get a present for a frenz wic i am supposed to mit at night, aftertat i went to esther's house for a christmas party. I was practically waiting for an sms or phone call frm tat frenz since afternoon til evening. but no reply or response. So i tot things was not cfm. who knows after sending a few sms, and

My last msg was : "Did you rec my msg, sori i couldnt mit becoz i am going to a frenz party."

E reply frm tat person : "Yap!! do you know tat i was planning juz now. Do you hab any idea?"

After seeing e sms, I was puzzled. In e first place, Did he cfm wit me e time to mit and exact venue to mit? Did he tell me his plan? and Y he make it sound tat its my fault tat i cant turn up??

I dont like guessing game lol, and i am not e "worm" in ur stomach, dont expect me to know what u are thinking? or what you are angry/unhappy with? Pls tell me at least i know...

My highlight and purpose of going to e party ... hahaz! Yum yum!!
Oh!! I get to eat log cake... yeah!!
can you believe is done by esther? hahaz! by e way ... its nice wor ..

Wow.. these gifts are reali from my santa claus loz, i am so susprise and happy when i openede present, its e things tat i wanted but 不舍得 buy de ... She get for me loz, poor she.. got to go all e way to marina sq after her long hour night shift to get it for me.. reali touched loz. Its her tot tat touches me, not e gift... Thank Q Jie.

Not forgetting Esther ... thanks for getting this christmas gift for me, like i always say, "its not how big e present tat values, its e tot tat reali counts." Sorrie for being a bad frenz, i din get anything for u, but hope u like e cake i bought for U and ur family... Thanks Muchi!!

Merri Merri Christmas to All... (",)v PEACE

Evenful Day ..

2009-12-23T00:55:00.000-08:00

Wake up as earli as 0550am for a jog, sounds crazy? haha! ya.. becoz i got no other time to go jogging other than this timing.. yesterday i had a super long day man, I had to go back to school for e vietnam trip that we will be going.. afterwhich we went to look for peiling coz we haben seen her for a long time le.. then head over to simei for lunch.. tot of taking a short break after i reaxh hm abt 3pm.
But kor ask me to acc him to get something, so went wit him. then quickily went home to change my clothes becoz i hab a gathering with steve and co.. haha! wow, we went to e new shopping centre @ 313.. e setting is almost e same as ION loz.. so confusing.. dont reali like that shopping centre wor.. maybe because its so new, even e directory can give wrong info.. my god! but we found a nice place to hab our dinner .. not bad afterall.. we went to see orchard lighting and had a dessert before we part..

Pre- Christmas Feast ...

2009-12-20T07:28:00.000-08:00

Wah ... Today reali feast day loz, (I suddenly strike 4D izzit?) haha! Went to hab lunch @ Jack's place, Reali Full course loz (Soup + Appetitizer + Main Course + Dessert) Total Cost is like $60++. Then Dinner We juz ordered some snacks + 2 cups of Coffee @ TCC, Cost us $40++, Piang! So ex loz, and our Coffee oni cost $4+ per cup lei,e Snacks so ex.. but two things good is e service is good + e environment is quiet and nice, good place to relax and chat there..

Wah! a bit heartache loz, think tats e last feast of e year... Ahahaha! Gota save money le.. Coz got mani plans next year coming up ...

Went to shop for Christmas presents loz.. e shopping places are all so packed wit ppl loz, so crowded man, hate to squeeze my way through, end up din reali get muchi things LOL.. haiz! but come home with backaches + tiredness, now i am stuck on my chair.. dont feel like moving loz. Can i hab a massage pls?!

Lets Count Down ...

2009-12-18T05:44:00.000-08:00

Woow!! Christmas is coming in 7 more days .. Woo huuu!!! Suddenly i am so excited abt Christmas day.. Reali in e mood of celebration le, but guess wat .. i haben got a time to go shopping for christmas present.. Oh No!! I must squeeze some time out.. Not as if i am very busy, haha! I also dunno where has my time gone to.. Starting frm tmr,going to pay respect to ah ma, Sun.. going to visit Ms Julie and her princess, Mon..Majiong session, Tue .. back to school, Wed.. Dinner wit Mei n Aiai.. Eve .. Celebrating wit Jie, Christmas day .. attending a housewarming, Sat.. celebration @ Po's house.. My god!!! All packed.. Most pro, I got to find time in bet ba ... Looking forward to my christmas present ... hahaz! :D Actually, It reali doesnt matter I get any present a not, what matters is who i celebrate wit.. I bet i will hab a good time wit all e good frenzs..

Upload a few christmas songs.. Enjoy!

I'm Back ...

2009-12-17T02:52:00.001-08:00

Time flies when u are enjoying, and my 4 days holidayss has juz come to an end ... Orrrr!! I reali had a good time there, enjoying e weather and thinking of nothing.. Its reali rewarding after 5 weeks of "suffering"..haha! Din reali bought a lot of things there becoz price is almost e same as singapore and e things there doesnt catch my eyes.. so only there to EAT, PLAY and SLEEP.. thats my best and fav leisure, Mahahaha!

Saturday (12/12/09)

2009-12-11T20:47:00.000-08:00

FINALLY!!! Beginning of my holidays journey le... Yesterday was e most busiest n tiring day man, Done my Last morning shift and followed by went back to e school for interview for our trip and last but not least .. Went for my Final Driving Theory Test, was still hesitating whether to go anot for e test, but still drag myself there.. N I passed! Partial Credit goes to Esther also.. Thanks!

By e time i reach home is about 9+pm.. Wow, I felt as though i hab worked 2 shift loz.. My energy was all drained til now. Hab been slacking and doing nothing since i wake up. Haben pack my bag for tmr's trip.. Ai Yoh!! No mood lei.. maybe this evening then start packing ba. Going to stay over @ Jie's house tonight.. Probably will be excited by then.. haha!

Okay!! Going for lunchi now.. Wuu.. Think this holidays i am gona juz eat,sleep, play ... hahaz! :P

Reflection ....

2009-12-10T04:30:00.000-08:00

Woo... as we often say, time flies. 9 weeks has pass juz like tat.. Our attachment is gona end tomorrow, well.. kinda sad though i keep saying i cant wait to finish this attachment, because its reali tiring ... but I really learn a lot frm this attachment and I reali feel tat i hab grow and improve a lot.. At times i reali feel tat I am aldy part of them loz.. hahaz!

Ok! Hopefully, This 3 weeks will hab a good break to recharge before we chiong again ...

We hab work hard, Now its e time to play hard...Yo Ppl, HAPPY HOLIDAYssss!!! :)

Wednesday (09/12/09)

2009-12-09T06:33:00.000-08:00

Yeah!!! Mid week loo... 2 more shift to go, Piangz a!! hopefully i still can survive til then.. hahaz! Been very tired for e past 2 days, got to do make up for 2 hrs, to replace for my interview on friday ... finally complete le, so friday will be going off @ 1pm.. Huhu!!

My Genting & KL finally coming le, Its this Sunday ... Cant wait for it to come man, but hope e trip will end slowly ...hahaz! :P

Today damn busy loz, and during e dinner break.. i was left "alone" working like mad, but ok la, I like busy so that time pass faster.. I know i siao de.. who would like more work right?! I always tell my frenzs, I am born to work like a cow ma.. hahaz!

ok! shall signoff here, off to dream now ... (-.-)Zzzz

Eventful Weekend ...

2009-12-07T07:21:00.000-08:00

We volunteer ourselves to be e first aider for e stand chart run on Sunday.. So on Saturday nite abt 10+pm, I was off to mit esther for a movie "New Moon" 1st... before we report to HQ @ 3am.. E movie is @ 1150pm and ended @ 2:15am, after which we tot its still early,so we juz walk around Orchard road..

I was so scared tat i couldnt tahan loz, coz i can be easily stoned de.. I break my own record loz, din sleep for abt 18hours, e whole thing ended @ 3+pm, we had our lunch cum dinner ba at 4+pm.. By e time i reach home is abt 5+pm, wah say! by then reali Buay Tong liao, after shower I juz fainted on my bed which is like 5:45pm til this morning 10am... can u imagine i was so tired til i din hear a single noise frm my family ... (usually i am a light sleeper who wake up easily by noise) hahaz!

Tmr got to wake up earli.. Oh god!!! m so slpy now, off to bed now...

Its Friday ...

2009-12-03T18:42:00.000-08:00

By right ... I should be full of energy today, becoz last day of work for e week. But Y am i feeling so restless, tired and moodless ... My whole body is aching man. Is it becoz i work til so tired for e past few days, God .. Pls give me energy, and hope tat today will pass very fast..

Guess wat, I got to make up for 1 hr becoz i got something on on friday, so will be going off earli. Oh man! I feel so sianz loz to make up.. tat 1 hr is so dragging ... but its ok. Hopefully everything will go smoothly next friday.. cant wait for tat day to come man.. BEST PART .. 7 more days to endure ... Jia you everybody!!!

It is upexpectedly ...

2009-11-30T03:09:00.000-08:00

Today the result for CP (Clinical Attachment) 1.2 is out ...
Teacher : Aana, So how did you find urself doing in this ward?
Aana: Ok, So far so good, Touch wood.. Everything goes smoothly.
Teacher : Ok, So How do you think U do for the whole CP?
Aana: I tink i did much beta than 1.1
Teacher : Ok, tats good ..
Teacher : So .. What grade do you think you deserve?
Aana: of coz, I hope to get an A ...
Teacher : Why do you think you deserve an A? tell me ...
Aana : I tink i am a good nurse (hahaz!), I am Caring and Attentive to patient's needs ..
Teacher : But all e students here are caring ma... tell me more
Aana : I TLC patient, prompt in my service ..
Teacher : Ok! What if I give u a B ...
Aana: .... (slience for awhile) I will be very sad,but will accept .. If your expectation is so high, I have to work harder to improve on my weak point..

Met Nursing Educator,Farzeeda today.. Its so nice to see her, we had a short conversation.. Though she has a high rank but she got no "air" loz.. She sat close to me, asking how is everything? and best part is she make an effort to rem my name, she has so mani students loz.. which make me feel so warm, she is so friendly.. I shared abt my first experience to do last office for patient, told her how frighten i am.. she show concern and encourage me by saying " Every difficulty are like thorns, we may feel e pain for tat moment but through this bits and pieces they make us grow to be a stronger person.." she reali touched my heart by saying this loz..

Can I Bring Her Home?

2009-11-29T04:12:00.001-08:00

Had a great meet up with Evon wit her hubby n Sweetie pie on Saturday Evening.. We had dinner together and after which e 4 of us (evon,Min,Cynndee,myself) went to Starbuck @ Northpoint to catch up wit each other .. Time flies, We chat for abt 3 hours.. Lucky Min Send each of us home .. Thank Q Min!

Juz on friday, Esther was sharing with me, Life is reali amazing and somehow or rather fate bring us know each other.. If not for Esther, I wouldnt hab come to know Yvonne, Anna,Maggie,Alverene,Derrick,Stanley,Ivy,Ronald,Lyn,Lisa... E nicest pple in e world..

If not for Cynndee's Jie, I would hab come to know Evon, Mindy, Esmond... See how God makes e world goes round... Reali thank god for all these people, So happy to hab U all.. :D

Little Christmas Gift frm Evon ...

Can i kidnap U home? hahahaz! :P

Long Weekend 28/11/09

2009-11-27T18:36:00.000-08:00

Wow... 3 days of holiday.. I like !! Yesterday went to Yvonne's house for Feast, Oh Yes! Another table Full of Good Food, Went early wit esther to Yvonne house to help out but din do muchi also, Oops! Ai ya, Got to leave early, din get to try esther's honeydew sago.. Kind of looking forward to eat.. Nvm, hopefully got another chance to eat it (*Hinting* haha). After Yvonne's house, i head over to Bugis to mit Ling,(Acutali is suppose to be today but i got to make some changes becoz of a little princess)..

This is only one of e table ... there is total of 3 steamboat pot Oo (Wah..Wah..Wah) imagine how mani ppl are there? haha!

So cute Rite? One of e Steamboat ingredient ..

Love this Cutie ...

Rise and Shine ... Went jogging with Jie this morning @ 7+am, Now super tired and my batt is totally flat le loz.. haben been jogging for a long time le, and wit all e body fats i hab, I only manage to run 4.8km..suppose to aim for 5km de, but din make it, haiz... (Need more training man..) Cant wait for Evening to Come, Coz going to mit Evon and her princess, they juz came back frm Aust haben seen her for a long time..and It has been ages, since i go Northpoint, they say change alot le.. Woo, Looking forward man..
Oh.. I beta take a nap first, otherwise later stoned again, hahaz!(-.-)

Weekends

2009-11-22T03:13:00.000-08:00

Went Mind Cafe with a group of frenzs on Saturday night, I hab been there once before.. Its a place for a group of frenzs to mit up and catcha..where there is a lot of bored games to play.. they hab this package whereby U got to order a set meal which includes a main course, a free flow drink, a soup of e day, and dessert if i am not wrong + 2 hrs of game ...

But one thing bad i find is, Its not a good place to chit chat, Coz e place is damn noise and i hab to use my max voice to talk,n end up having sore throat aftertat, Serious.. No joke...

Dinner for Today ... Yumyum.. Best food in e world is Home Cooked Food ...

ITs These ......

Cooked by Me ... (Stir Fry Tofu wit Egg)

Ok, I know it doesnt look nice, but it taste not bad okie... haha!

Oh.. I Stir fry e veg too, Recently very into cooking, Will learn more frm my chef @ home...

What Is Love?

2009-11-21T02:06:00.000-08:00

It is one of the most difficult questions ...

There is no right or no wrong answer to it ..
Except tat we all know Love is Blind ...

("v")Maybe love is like luck, You have to go all the way to find it.

("v")Love should be experienced and not just felt.

("v")Some say it is false and meaningless, it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships.

("v")Love also includes compatibility.

("v")The key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect.

("v")It takes 3 seconds to say "I love you", but a lifetime to prove it.

("v")Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength While loving someone deeply gives you courage ...

-What is Love Means To U??-

Whats wrong wit me?

2009-11-17T02:15:00.000-08:00

I dont knw how to make it through ... Aana Hor.. Pls Press On!!! If U think U can, U CAN ... (izzit true?)

Wind ar.. if u can pls Blow away all e unhappiness ... :(

What a day to start with ...

2009-11-16T02:02:00.000-08:00

Today is my morning shift, as usual i will leave my house @ 6am.. and you guys know tat earli morning is usually very quiet til u can hear e fly pass by... (ok i know i very "Kua zhang") but its true loz.. I was with my ma.. things happen when we were in e lift.. We press level 1 to get down, but after a few seconds e lift sudeenly open, we tot there might be someone coming into e lift... but there was nobody ... my ma tot maybe e lift is not close properly, so she use her hands to close tight e door.. but same thing happen again.. I got scared, I shouted.. funny part, my ma jump up.. Oops! I tink is not e lift that scare her, is my sudden loud voice ... Ahahaha! (come to tink of it.. so funny loz) but it was reali very creepy n Eerrie loz..

My god! this is worst than watching horror movie loz..in e end My ma suggest that we take a stairs down instead, I tink tat would be a better idea too... after we get out of e lift. E door starts to open and close non-stop... Oh My.. Thank God! it din happen in e middle of e night, and lucky thing my ma was with me.. (".)

Oh..Wat a Monday Green I hab instead of Monday Bluez today ... (ok.. Lame)

Sunday ....

2009-11-14T19:27:00.000-08:00

Wake up early today, so thought of going for a morning walk,so went to buy breakfast for my family.. Very rare tat sunday i will be at home.. when i wake up, first question tat
my pa ask me : U going out later ar?
My Reply : No Ar ...
Pa say : tot U going out, Coz U wake up so early
My Reply : No lah, i going to buy breakfast ..
then My ma wake up, ask me e same question : Y u wake up so early? U going out ar?
My reply : No ar.. I sleep early, so i wake up early loz ...
After they ask me, this question..I feel so bad n guilty loz,then only i realised tat i didnt reali spend a lot of time with them loz, sometimes i reali feel tat i treat my house like a hotel ... i am always outside, when i am back home is about time i sleep le..

It remind me of something, when our love ones are around.. We tend to be so busy with our own things til we seems to be nelgecting them. At times we even take them for granted ... sometimes they will do things to get our attention, for my ma, she will be naggy (which i dont like) but in my heart, i know she is trying her best to communicate with me, sometimes i reali feel she very poor thing, We will be going for work early in e morning left her alone at home.. Who can she talk to? only when we come home in e evening or at night, this is e time she can talk to us.. But i always find her irritating for asking silly question ( I know i am bad .. ) but i cant ctrl myself lay, Coz everytime when i am back home, i am so tired til i dont feel like talking..

It remind me about Ah ma ... when she is around, i dont visit her often.. whenever my mama ask me go visit ah ma, i will say : I got this, i got that .. E only time that i reali spend time with her is when she is ill and admitted to hospital .. I keep asking myself : Y? Y didnt i spend more time with her, what more can an elderly ask for? I reali regretted for not spending more time with her ... I reali miss her alot, and now everytime when i am working in e hospital, taking care of e elderly.. it remind me of her.. (T.T)

Treasure those who are still around, and those who are not.. they can only be kept in our memory. Time is always not enuff, It all depend on ourselves how we want to spend our time, Dont say "WAIT" or "If i hab the time" .. If you wana do something, do it NOW. Dont Live with any regrets ...

2009-11-14T01:28:00.000-08:00

Wake up early this morning abt 7+am, had to go for feedback session @ Mount Alvernia..reali love to go back there .. cant wait for 2011 to come faster. I juz feel so warm n cosy there, though for goodness seek its a hospital.. haha! Crazy rite? who would love to go hospital.. Had a gd time there,apart frm e gd food, nice environment, and appreciate tat e ADs tat their time off to sit down with us to talk n find out our progress in school or in our attachment.. :)

Spicy Chicken @ Pastamania

Ordered Tuna n Bacon but dont know y it become Mushroom n Bacon....

Fufilling ...

2009-11-12T07:31:00.000-08:00

Today no CP for me.. YEAH!!! coz its ITE college East Blood donation day .. One and only day.. though its a long day.. frm 8:30am - abt 6pm .. Super tired after tat but happy tat we make this day rockz.. haha! E response was super good, quite a lot of new donor, thumbs up for them. It reali takes a lot of courage for those who are scared of needle especially e reali big one, but trust me, its not painful at all ... dont be scared by e BIG needle its painless with e anaesthesia..

Aftertat Esther and I went to Clark Quay to mit Steve and company. As we were quite late aldy after packing up, so I suggest to take a cab there... Can u imagine? Aana suggest to take CAB .. haha! After Drawing out my blood, Again My Blood "Splashing out"... e Cab fare cost abt $20+ to reach there ... My God! for those who dont know, I am a very stingy person who dont take cab unless really Bo Bian... hahaha! Reali heartache loz... Thanks Esther for accompanying me there ...
TGIF !!!!!goin to mit my prince now..Nitez

Every Drop of Blood Counts ...

Thank God For giving me e chance to donate ....

Last Pack of Blood for e day ... (To all e staff : Xinku le)

E chocolates are so cute rite? I cant bear to eat loz.. Guess wat? End up I forgot to bring back when i leave e place .... :(

Beginning of e Week

2009-11-09T04:04:00.000-08:00

Well .. its Monday, beginning of e week + new Attachement ward.. Hmm.. Not too bad, we had briefing as usual.. then go into our individual cubicle.. I'm in charge of 2 rooms, one male n one female..
Due to e first day of work over there, everything has to start Zero again, til now i am still confused about e ward layout.. which make me giddy after walking round n round.. looking for things n putting things back.. haha!

Tmr will be morning shift, Thanks to Jialing.. sadly to say no one wanted to change shift with me.. lucky in the end she volunteer.. Reali appreciated! Its e best present for me man.. :) Not muchi things today.. juz tat had some hard feeling inside me, well i guess this is parts and pieces in life i got to learn as i move on.. Learn to let go and ignore those hurtful words. Oouch! it reali hurts at that point of time.. but not to worry, I hab STM ma, will forget things very fast de especially unpleasant things... My Memory oni store good and happy things... :D

Its not an Ordinary Sunday ...

2009-11-08T03:55:00.000-08:00

Today dig myself up from bed @ 6am.. Ya! its sunday n i got to wake up earli.. Well not too bad afterall, today fengshan C.C organise a walk for e family n elderly .. hmm. maybe let me phrase it properly.. its a family outing ba, Its held at PAsir Ris Park.. Our purpose is to be a first aider there.. Thank God for e Good weather man, not doubt its super doper HOT!!!!
While we were walking with e peoples there .. We saw an elderly couple, so lovingly held each other's hand as they walk slowly@ their own pace.. So sweet! :)

Tomorrow going to new ward le.. hopefully everything will be smooth smooth de throughout this 5 weeks..

Nice Saturday

2009-11-06T23:30:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was reali a super tiring day.. lucky i was in morning shift. Has been running around over e weekend for e past two weeks, + Work @ Hospital.. Wah Say! Yesterday after i reach hm, took an earli dinner @ 4+pm.. Went to sleep @ 6pm, told myself i will take a short nap.. So i set my alarm til 7pm. Who knows I woke up abt 830pm. I was tinking am i reali in deep slp til i din hear my alarm. So i check my phone.. then i realised how kuku i am, I set e correct time which is 7 .. but instead of 7pm, i set as 7am.. hahaha! of coz it din ring lah. Wah! lucky i dont hab anything on, imagine i on night shift.. Mahahaha! :P

Went to back to slp @ 11pm til 10+am this morning, told my ma tat i am so tired.. haha! U know wat my ma replied me? "Everyday U are tired de lah, which day u will tell me tat u not tired" ahaha! I find it funny n true, tink she is sick of me telling her tat le.. :P
Weew.. Going to celebrate my bday with my family today, bought my fav Strawberry shortcake le and heard they bringing me to e Punggol Steamboat, Got nice seaview de.. wah! so looking forward to it.. God! Pls dont rain later ok... :D

............

2009-11-04T06:51:00.000-08:00

I am reali very very very tired .... I need a break. :(

Princess Aana ..

2009-11-01T07:17:00.000-08:00

Today was a great day for me,my frenzs celebrated my bday earli for me. Yah! they make me feel as though my bday is today.. everything they do for me is so thoughtful. They ordered "Mian Xian" for me,say bday must eat de.. (well.. i dont knw all this), Eunice bought me a pink rose loz,so sweet. haben receive a flower before.. when she give it to me, i was so susprised of coz a big present frm her n her bb too.. Ling bought me something from Chomel.. wah!! So happy .. its not e value of e present i care,its e thought tat reali weigh in my heart..

They know i like to Sing.. So after Lunch, We went KBOX.. hahaha! had so muchi fun, so sweet of Eunice to bring me a jacket from their car when i say i am cold.. :) Thanks lotz! they sang a few songs for me, and Eunice bought me e chocolate cake also, Yum!Yum! cant resist it.. e cake is damn nice.. End our day with a Drink @ e jap cafe.. It was a memorable day for me..
Oh Ya! Guess wat? I was thinking of Peiling for e past few days wondering how she was doing n all,haben been seeing her since our attachement starts.. So happy to receive her call today loz.. Maybe god ask her to call me.. haha! :)

My G4 gang ..

Ooi Ooi and Moo Moo ..

Trying to see if curly hair suits me ...

Today's weather forecast is... (hahaz!)